瞬间的领悟之二

this is dedicated to chip..

2010-09-23T14:36:00.004+08:00

Dear chip..

if you still read my blog...

this is for you..
and yah....
i will really bully her back if she ever bullies again...though..i have to think about how should i bully her....

Going back home in less than 4 hours~

2010-05-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

ok..this is insane..i am going back home AGAIN~
The last time i went back home was like...christmas..of 2009..less than 5 months ago..
I am SORRY..i feel so bad of contributing so much carbon footprint and of course feel sorry of spending that much on tickets...
I have been really busy/ caught up with my school stuff recently ..
so spare me of not updating myself on blogger..
I will definitely come up here more often when I got back shenzhen since I cant access facebook there..and therefore I wont be able to enjoy the fun of stalking ppl facebookally..
once again..THUMBS UP FOR THE GREAT FIRE WALL OF CHINA!!!!!!
AFTER ALL, I STILL DONT SEE WHY THEY HAVE TO BLOCK ME AWAY FROM BLOGGER , FACEBOOK, YOUTUBE, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY..THE SHOPPING WEBSITE OF YAHOO.TW.....
In the past week, there was this major event that kinda of freaked me out of hell..
though this problem is still remain unresolved, I decided to face it with my most optimistic spirit..
OF COURSE, work very hard for the later part of year to put a perfect ending towards this thing..
anyway, i feel kinda of excited of going back home coz i got to meet chip and px there..
yes px..I HAVE TONS OF STUFF TO TELL YOU!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!! CONTACT ME ASAP!!!! AND LETS GO K AND SHOPPING AND GOSSIPING!!!!
but somehow, i do feel kinda of sad of leaving my friends here and not to say missing the exciting "THINGYS"~wah ha ha ha~oh yah..i also feel bad of missing the premier of sex and city 2~
i dont know whether i can go back to singapore...coz i dont have the money to pay for tickets ~
so yesterday, i called my mum...and asked her about going back to singapore for a while to see you ppl..and also i briefly mentioned the fact of being too poor to pay for the tickets...and at the same time begged for her financial support...
all she gave me were three words..' SWIM BACK LOH!!!'
how nice~so succint! so brutal! so cruel! so my mum's style~
so ppl....i am gonna to practice swimming and train my stamina really hard...and try my best to swim across south china sea and malaya straits to meet you ( pardon me for the bad geography)~
OH YAH...before i forgot..i gotta tell you ppl this..
my blog will temperarily switch to this address
http://blog.163.com/caobushuang326/ in summer
coz i obviously cant access blogger in pandaland~
i dont how 两把刀大姐大 can be THIS active on twitter and facebook while she is in pandaland..
how did she manage to climb over the GREAT FIRE WALL OF CHINA everyday..i wanna ask for some help from her but then i obviously dont dare to approach her..
probably even the GREAT FIRE WALL OF CHINA is scared of her~
how nice it is to be a 大姐大～
anyway...
i got to go and take shower now...if not i am gonna miss my plane~
take care ppl~
and happy birthday to chip in advance..in case i cant visit your blog in pandaland~
and I MISSED ZHAO MI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!
I AM SUCH A BAD FRIEND!!!
SORRY MY DEAR~I WILL MAKE IT UP FOR YOU~
BUT ZHAO MI,
WHERE ARE YOU NOW????

写给我亲爱的姐妹们

2010-03-12T16:33:00.003+08:00

15年前，那个坐在我身旁的同桌女生，今天和未婚夫飞去了遥远的地方。我那可爱温柔，写着一手干净的字的同桌，已经订婚了。多令人讶异啊。一转眼，一瞬间，在我还懵懵懂懂不知道长大究竟意味着什么的时候。一不小心，原来我们都长大了。我常常以为自己永远不会长大，我永远都会有着一颗年轻的心，只是我常常忘记，长大并不是代表我有多成熟，生活给我带来了多少历练。长大，不过是我们身份转变的一个过程。就这么突然间，我们不再是嬉闹的小学生，一下子，我们也不是尽情欢乐的高中生。我们不再是对方的小伙伴，不再是对方的同桌，不再是对方的姐妹淘。渐渐的，我们成了人家的，女朋友，未婚妻，太太，妈妈，奶奶。长大，也许就意味着我们多了好多的身份，多了好多的责任，多了好多的烦恼，再也无法向以前那样自在的欢笑。不过没差，还好我们拥有以前那些美好的回忆，还好过去的日子都有你们的陪伴，即使现在的我们在慢慢的改变，我们都要答应彼此，要向姐妹互相支持，我们都要幸福。未来的未来，我们要美美的参加对方的婚礼，满月，各种各样幸福的时刻，我们都要在一起。当我有一天，头发花白，满脸皱纹，满嘴假牙的时候，我一定还要和你们都要在见一面，要向年轻的时候一样，纯粹的只是彼此的姐妹淘，放肆的嬉闹一回。亲爱的姐妹们，谢谢你们陪我度过，也陪伴我正在经历过去以及未来每一个美好的日子，像是阳光一般，你们常常这样温暖着我。希望你们会幸福，我会在这里期待着，和你一同分享你的幸福。

3月12日，有感而发，中文逐渐退步，抒情大不如前，但还好，词依然达意，希望我的小姐妹们都很快乐。。
TO, zhaomi, hl, teh su su, pei xin,choo, chip,vivi,qian bing, yun xuan, joanne, shu min, grace,socks,selina,claire,苑娟，又心，黄黄，刘猫咪 and many more girls who had fun with me....wish you happy ~and I do miss everyone a lot.

Kept having weird dream

2009-11-24T13:03:00.002+08:00

So miss choo wei lin appearred in my dream last night..
i could not remember the details..
but i rmbed very clearly that she sat next to me ..
and shouted..
GIVE ME YOUR SWEETS!!!
and i woke up in horror coz miss dirty slammed her door and threw alof of stuff around and shouted F***.....
she lost her paid cheque...
I am totally not surprised at all..
how can she even find her stuff in the BIG BANG ROOM~
anyway,
that was not the point...
so i have been doing math excessively last night..
you know...
differentiation which they called it as CALCULUS..
the reason why that i repeatedly doing my high school stuff..
is becoz my dear math teaher fobid us from using CALCULATOR in a subject that called CALCULUS...
SO I HAVE BEEN STUCKED AT THIS CHAPTER 2..
which contains everything can be solved by an amazing invention called GRAPHIC CALCULATOR...
i kept stuck at the questions like...
guess the limit of _____function???
wah lau..
how to guess...
arent we supposed to be precise with our work??? how can we guess??? you can get accurate ans by using GC!!!!!!
i seriously dont like my math teacher..
he always tries to crack cold jokes that made me hate him more...
like once ..he shared with us..
he and his wife has this hobby of proving dy/dx cosecx=-cosecxcotx
and compete who can finish it faster....
how romantic...
so i got bored with doing GC's job..
and started playing this game called AMY'S DESSERT SHOP on my iphone...
and i suddenly remembered the days that choo always used my phone to play many games and trying to compete with me for the ranking points...( of course she always lose to me)..
and those days where everyone got so crazy with game that has moonlight music...( i mean i cant really rmb the name of the game)...
anyway...
the game was kinda of distracting but fun...
you can download it to play...
and i think that should be the reason that choo appeared in my dream...
take care choo...
i really miss you..
i will send you sweets if i can make my way out of poverty~
anway..
i need to get back to my excel and c programme~

I AM HERE TO COMPLAIN ABT SOMEONE!!!!

2009-11-22T19:06:00.004+08:00

so miss dirty cooked at 12am...
12 am...
12 am...
MIDNIGHT~
and the smell of her not really tasty spagetti had successfully diffused into my room...
and the smell had conquerred every single air molecules in my room~
OMG...
OMG....
and she hadnt packed her room coz i still see big bang as i walked passed her room today...
@##$%%^&**&^&^%$$#@@#$$%^^&&(COBS)
so my mum had given me her HUGE AND LONG shopping list..
ok...
i am seriously broke for her CHRISTMAS SHOPPING IN VANCOUVER..
anyway..
i am not here to complain abt two of them...
i am here to complain an old dear friend..name(JYH)..
so we both had this account at xiaonei( a pirated version of facebook)..
she didnt add me until today...
well, i REQUESTED twice for her to add me as friend ..
she didnt..until i left this msg--YOU HAVNT ADD ME!!! YOU HAVNT ADD ME!!!..
she added me..
and left a secetive msg which goes like this..
Dear, can you pls do me a favor~i'm really trying to to turn a new leaf now~can you pls be more conscious and sensible wh you leave any msg on my renren(aka xiaonei)? thank you so much~
WTH~
what is this????
so i am your bad influence for these years and never a sincere and good and memorable friend???
no wonder she hardly contacts any one of us..
there is a reason that she totally disappearred in states..
coz she probably hates us coz we spoiled her image~you know...her supposed 淑女image..
oh my god...
i felt so hurt...
i mean... i have been missing everyone very BADLY~
even thoug i have my new friends, i still cant forget how nice my old friends are..
though we niao each other a lot..( i suppose thats not nice???).
i nv think you guys are bad influence~
am i such a bad friend??...
so is that possible that everyone just hates me coz i might be a potential bad influence...
wat did i do??
well, i might be mean, but i am fun-loving and caring too...
and i am loud and noisy but i am nice to everyone...
i dont take drugs, dont smoke, dont have many sex partners, dont carry aids, dont have tattoo, dont steal, and dont rob, dont do REAL bully...
i am never a bad friend....
i feel so sad...
miss JYH had just broke my heart...
i think she is joking...
but still...
i cant take that joke...
i feel so so so so so so so sad and hurt.....
i decided not to miss JYH for a while...
anyway...
i will try my best to send everyone christmas present/card~

offcially in AP land

2009-11-21T17:18:00.008+08:00

I NEED HELP FROM HIM~

it is hard to admit .
but i am officially in AP land..

I am so broke coz i need to get chistmas present for my mum...( A COACH BAG)

and I ended up in AP land coz of this telephone company called TELUS..

this is the first time in my life..

i mean the first time in AP land....

ok..

so i terminate the contract with telus..coz they dont have chinese services(cant text in chinese) and they only have cdma phones(highly inconveniet in asia) and i ended up on paying 800 bucks compensation...

DEAR TELUS...

WHY DONT YOU JUST ROB THE BANK INSTEAD OF ME????

COMPENSATION TO YOU???? YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKES BIG FORTUE..

AND I AM THE POOR STUDENT..WHY YOU SHOULD BE COMPESATED ??? SHOULDN'T I BE COMPENSATED???

to make the thing worse...

i was approached by two indonesian lady today asked for DONATION!!!!!

EXCUSE ME!!!!

DO I LOOK LIKE THAT RICH???

I AM THE ONE IN POVERTY!!!!

I NEED SOMEONE DONATE FOR ME!!!!

guess how i replied to her???

"sorry, i cant donate a single cent coz i am running out of cash~"

anyway,

i am here to complain about my roommate..

so ...

i have 3 roommates all together..(miss boyfriend, miss cutie,miss dirty)

2(miss cutie and miss boyfriend) live on the other end of the apartment...

and one stayed next to me..

so she is a lesbian(no offense at all, this is just a introduction)..

she has not been cleaning her room since the first day she moved in..

thats like 5th Sep...

and her room is the best illustration of the BIG BANG THEORY..

her bras, panties, t-shirts, pants, shoes, sockes, are scattered around everywhere in her room..

and it smells...

so i dont even open up my door if she opens up her door...

you know...the bad smell could just diffused into my room...

and i have to hold up my breath if i am walking past her room while her door is opened...

coz its really smelly...

on top of this...

she barely did any cleaning work for the apartment...

so everytime when she finished cooking...

she would leave her dirty dishes in the sink instead of putting them into the dishwasher..

and her spagetti sauce will be dripped everywhere on the floor...

she had never cleaned our bathroom once...

i am the on who have been cleaning the toilet bowl ALL THE TIME~

anyway..

i am a kind and generous person...

i aam not that calculative...

so i can put up with her "DIRTY" MANNERS..

you know ..i still practice the

气沉丹田，
莫生气，
别着急。

if you still remeber this line( it was written a yr ago for miss koh to cure her YOB/YAR)

but i really cant stand anymore ever since this week..

well, she wasnt here ever since the last sunday..

and 4:30AM on monday morning i heard her alarm clock rang....

it was ringing ...ringing...ringing...ringing...

until 7....

@#$%^&***&^^%%$$##@@!@#$$%^^&*&**

so i sat on my bed waiting for it to stop...

no-one could put it off since she is not in an i tot her room is locked..

so i told the rest of my roommates on monday...

they showed their deep concern but they suspected me being dreaming abt the alarm clock ringing..LOL...

ANYWAY..

so on 4:30 am on tueday morning...

it ran AGAIN..

NOONE could put it off coz she is not in ..

but luckily...

my the other roommate(miss boyfriend) heard it..

and she has been swearing since tuesday 430am...

we suffered the same situation again on wednesday morning...

and while we are cleaning the dirty kitchen together..

we were like...she had hardly done any cleaning..( so that was a massive outburst abt her)

as we(me and miss boyfriend) were complaing abt it..

miss cutie( the other roommate who heard nothing since monday...went right infront of miss dirty' door..and just opened it..

ok...miss dirty never locked the door at all..

i know..

i am dumb..

anyway..

when i entered her room...

i saw left-over spagetti that she ate on last saturday ...

leftover coffee, tea was there on her table for at least over a week..

leftover pizza she left on her window since last sunday...

it is so disgusting..

it is the most disgusting room i have ever been too in my entire life..

it is much more messy than HL's room( i used to think her rm is messy, but it is so clean if you compared hers with miss dirty)

while miss boyfriend went in miss dirty's room with guts to turn off the alarm clock while whining that she is going to puke....

i was standing outside and whining "i am going to puke"...

and i still cant forget the scence..

i am going to clean up my room everyday..

I SWEAR..

ANYWAY..

i am having finals in two weeks time...

for those who are having finals now....

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU...

YOU CAN PULL THROUGH ANYTHING..

WE HAD PULLED THROUGH A LEVEL..

NOTHING IS GOING TO DEFEAT US..

btw...

miss choo..

i am so broke that i cant fly to france..

anway..arent you staying in this little town...where got zheng pai lv in little town one..

dont wolly..

i will definitely visit you...

....

oh yah..

thank you miss koh for the sweet cards..

i really miss you ...

and i have decided to send everybody surprises on Valentines's day..to keep the old tradition of the friendship day....

and i should be rich by then..so i can send you VERY NICE CANADIAN CHOCALATE~

2009-11-09T08:12:00.003+08:00

I am so excited and happy...
I had the best day ever lol~...
well,
so i was out yesterday with my bestie miss trendy for our weekly dinner...
we were supposed to go to this resturant..
but it was not open until 6pm...
it was really dark and cold yesterday..(yes, the sun set at 430pm!!!)
so, we were complaining abt the resturant on the street while we walked down to robson( the freaking tiny orchard in vancouver)...
and...we saw this small korean resturant....
OH MY GOD..
the resturant is SOOOOOO korean lol..
i mean its menu is written in korean eh.. and the waiter in the resturant is talking in korean kind of english lol...
oh my god..
i had my best meal there lah...
after the dinner ,
we went to some bubble tea place for chocalote foundue...
which brought back many funny memories abt the fund-raising chocalote foundue thingy in J1...
as we were walking down the street aft the foundue....
we were trying very hard to find sth to buy...
coz vancouver has very little number of shops ...
and our only shopping place is either robson or metrotown( vancouver's verison of vivo)
since we have been going there every week...
it is really hard for us to find anything EXCITING to buy..
anyway,
since all the shopping centre closed at 9.....
ON WEEKEND...
we have no where to go..
we decided to go to this ALDO SALE SHOP that we discovered on halloween..
AND...
AND...
AND...
it is at this shop we found that UGG & EMUboots are on sale..
and they are having extra 50% sale on top of the SALE PRICE...
that is...
the original pair cozt 298...after the sale is 139..after the extra 50% is 77...
oh my god.....
77...that is like sooooooooooooooooo cheap lah...
and we bought two pairs at 117....
oh my...
i cant believed it actually happened...
ha ha....
and...
when i got back ...
i called li er xin...
coz i just found out that THEY ARE COMING TO HONG KONG/SHEN ZHEN
during christmas!!!!!!!
this is so exciting...
yah...
i got to meet my besties!!!!!
ha ha...
it was just so awesome...
anyway..
pls join li er xin's tour grp...
and if you are thinking of coming to hong kong...
pls come during christmas...coz i know where to shop lol~..

stay focused~

2009-11-06T15:41:00.004+08:00

ok, i know.
i know i am supposed to study for my math quiz tomorrow..
i know i am not supposed be reading vivi's boring blog..
i know i am not supposed be watching 樱桃小丸子 and reading vivi's boring blog while i am trying to stay focused for my math test revision...
but you know..
it just happened so naturally...
and on top of this...
i should not even thinking about blogging...
but wateva...
i am still a slacker after all....
well...
it is winter now in vancouver...
so there is this thing called daylight saving which happened right aft the halloween...
it is kinda of amazing..
coz on the following day of halloween..
you have to turn your clock back by an hour...
it is quite cool though..and it had made my day become EXTREMELY slow..
can you imagine that it is getting dark at 4:30pm????
the night is getting longer and the day is shorter..
which made me want to stay in my bed all day long...
lol,...
anyway....
i really run out of happening event to blog abt...
let meeeee think..
oh yah...
i broke the fridge ytd...
no..not the fridge ..a shelf in the fridge was broken ytd..
i didnt do anything violent to break it thou...i was trying to open the fridge ..and then the shelf just fell out..so there were homemade salsa sauce and cranberry jam splashed all over the floor...
damn gross and disgusting
and i took damn freaking long to clean it... .......
anyway...i am supposed to go for a party tomorrow night...
and i have a bloody math test before that...
but my best friend in vancouver(lets call her Miss trendy) is sick...
so she was not allowed to go for any public event since the swine flu thing is kinda of serious in canada...
as a good friend..
i shall not go as well...
though the real reason is that..i am too lazy to dress up for a mass clubbing event and too broke to get sth nice for this event...
anyway...
it was supposed to be the first party that i am willing to go in vancouver...
but i decided to turn it down ...
coz my roommate(well, i have 3 roommates..she is the only one with boyfriend..so she is..Miss boyfriend), miss boyfriend told me that gossip club (the event venue) is a super duper clubby club..so i must go with super duper clubby outfit..which i dont really have...
this means that i have to go out aft my class tmr to get sth...
this is just too troublesome...
coz going out ....involves of waiting for bus for like 20 minutes in the wind...and taking 30 minutes bus ride...to reach downtown...where there is only one tiny street that has little no. of shops...
lol...
i become freaking lazy ever since the temperature started falling..
i could sleep 14 hours a day..and i could sleep for whole day if i dont need to pee..
this is really wierd...
i hope it is becoz of the weather...
not becoz of i am really getting very busy...
and... i need to study for my math test now...

PS,
ppl..give me your add if you want your christmas present..
leave it on facebook or send me email or on my tagboard..

2009-10-25T19:34:00.002+08:00

LI PEI XIN..
WHY YOUR NEW BLOGGED IS LOCKED>>>
I NEED TO ACCESS IT~
anyway...
it is 4:36am...
and i am not sleeping and listening to vivi's playlist..lol..
and watching Grey's anatomy AGAIN...
and I ....
have...
been...
hearing ...
ppl...
having SEX~from the apartment next to mine...
how happening my college life is...
hey ...
stop having sex...
have somme sleep.....
or at least ...
lower the volume...
i am sleeping next the wall of YOUR BLOODY BED...
well, probably they are not having sex..they are just 盖着棉被聊天～
wateva...
halloween day is for getting sweets not getting laid...
and it is highly disturbing..
and i dont know why i am blogginh abt it//
i must be insane..
i shall get back to my Grey's~
..
PS...
LI PEI XIN..
SEND ME YOUR ACCES CODE FOR YOUR BLOG??
why did you lock it??
what are you trying to hide??

2009-10-25T16:11:00.005+08:00

so well, thanks for all your sweet tags after my extremely emo post...
well,
I am kinda of busy with my midterms for the past few weeks so i gotta no chance to post...
anyway, that is not the point....
after many sleepless nights ( well, i have difficulty of falling asleep recently for no reason),
I have jusy decided that, i will now stop thinking or hoping of having new friends to replace you ppl, coz obviously you guys are not replacable..
well, i mean you always have a place in my heart..
even if you are miss koh..
any new friends I know from now on...
his/her ranking will DEFINITELY come under miss koh's ranking if i were to make a list...
plus,
it is definitely normal to make new freinds in a new environment and trying hard to adjust to get along with them...
but it is not neccesary to forget your old friends in order to MOVE on..
coz sorry, i just cant move on with you ppl, i mean..it is really hard for me to forget or forgo my best time with you..
and I will just remain who i am and stay happy with my new friends..coz i should never compromise myself just to fit in...
and I definitely have no problems of fitting in..coz i do have amazing friends here..
but no matter what, you guys are really special to me....even we dont talk to each other that much or share that much like we used to...
but i always feel that i have this special connection with you..sth like kinship...which always makes me feel warm and lucky to have you ppl as my friends..
well, enough for the emo part ....
ha ha..
i am pretty happy with my days here now...
coz i now gradually fall in love with this city which is really a beatiful place that you guys should come and visit...
and i have decided to go back to shen zhen during chiristmas ..which means that i got to meet chip and give her "THE present " on my own and buy my favorite Kate eyeliner pen...
and i probably will be going to bei jing during my short stay in china to visit my dad which means i could treat everyone who is currently studying in bei jing with a pretty decent meal using CCP's money...(sorry if this sounds corrupted)
lol...
anyway...
my mum just called me...
and sth really funny happened to her...
so she was in bei jing for the past one month...to visit my dad and more importantly to join all my dad's business dinners...(free)..
and she decided to go back to shenzhen today coz my dad is now heading to Iraq for his company's new project..
and her luggage was overweight (As usual)..so she ended up as the last few who got onto the plane ...
her seat number was 6A..and this guy who was sitting at 6B was equally late...
so she had a peaceful journey all the way until she reached shen zhen airport...and she realised that tt there were many police cars waiting while the plane just landed...so she was thinking.."erm, probably they are checking on swine flu cases"..as she was thinking that..the PA system annouced to remain sitted and take out their IC...
so while she was busy taking out her IC, she found there were four policemen standing right in front of her , well equipped with machine guns....and putting handcuffs on the man sitting next right to her( who sat at 6B)...and she was so freaked out with that...well, she basically shared her trip with some criminal on run...
and she told me that he was perfectly normal besides he ate a lot , i mean she told me that he finished two sets of bad on-plane food..well, probabaly he could sense that is going to be his last meal in the free world...lol...
anyway....
I have told my friend that I cannot attend her wedding coz i am in canada(DUH)...and I send her a card ..i mean wedding cards from hallmark...which is really weird coz I seriously have never ever bought any wedding card before... and while i was writing the my wishes...i really blanked out like how i used to blanked out in GP paper...coz i dont know how to write wedding wishes as i have nv write one before..well, this is soo creepy..she is just 1yr older than me...and she is getting married...i still cant believe it now..i mean...i still think marriage is sth that is really far ...well, probably i am extraordinarily childish coz facebook said that i acted like 14 yr old kid..
watever,..lol..
anyway...
since my friend is getting married , i have thought abt whom should i invite to join my 姐妹团..and whom i should invite to my wedding...
erm, i probably will have G7 plus S4 and slcaker club as my 姐妹团...(well is that too many ppl?)
and i shall invite G7,S4,slacker club and 4J girls and miss pung for my wedding for sure...
so if it happens that my wedding is going to be held in vancouver...
you guys have to fly from singapore to LA and transfer form there to vancouver...so th air ticket form singapore to LA is about 1700 and plus the ticket form LA to van which cost almost 300 busks..so the total will be ard 2000 for a roung trip for one person...there should be totaly of 30 of you..so i will have to spend 60000 on you ticket..ohh..wait ..i forgot to add miss koh since she specifically asked on my tagboard..and my wedding wont be fun without her..so the cost on air ticket will be 62000...erm...i definitely need a groom who can afford a fabulous wedding plus the expensive tickets...if i cant find him in the near future...you guys wont probably get my wedding invitation...
anyway...
this is my address..
Box 212, Marine Dirve Residence Builiding6-room508-4, 2205 Lower Mall, UBC, Vancouver,BC V6T 1Z4, Canada.
well,
pls leave your add as well in my tag box...so that i can send you cards or gifts...or maple syrup..
PS..can someone BLOG abt what happened between selina and her NEW guy..
I AM REALLY DYING FOR DETAILS...
PS../.
socky..i found sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much good chocolate here...anyway..if you are dying for decent food in shanghai..i can always ask my freinds to bring you for FREE..lol..i have connection in shang hai lol~

miss you~

2009-10-13T12:55:00.003+08:00

I miss Singapore...
I miss all my friends SO BADLY...
AND I DONT KNOW WHY I AM ACTING LIKE THIS...
So I watched 麦兜 and I was crying while watching it..
This show has totally made me SOOOOOO homesick...
I miss my warm singapore and my friends who always bringhten up my days.
It is kinda of pathetic..
but i have to say...
I do make friends here but not close ones..
So the kinda of closeness that i used to share with my frenz in singapore was not there...
Which makes me sad and empty all the times..
I dont get to joke with my new frenz in the way i used to..
and i dont get to talk and have fun in the way that i used to..
it is kinda of hard for me to adjust and move on in my new life now...
coz it is so tiring and I dont feel as comfortable as my old days with my old frenz...
I know..this is totally childish and useless...I am supposed to move on with new life...
to meet more people...but its just that i miss you people sooo much that I kept comparing my old days with my new life..
I called zm couple of days ago,...
I miss her so much...I miss the days that we go to school everyday..laughed at random stuffs or going to bugis tgt...
I cried aft the call...in the big and empty study room at midnight...
coz i dont have a friend here who is like her..always by my side..listening to my annoyig complaints...
even talking to px on msn makes me homesick too..
i just miss everyone..
i wish to share my life with you and be there with you ppl...
I dont know why i am in this emo state coz i am nv sb like this..
I guess it takes time to build the close tie with my new frens...and to build the sense of belonging of vancouver...
I seriously do not know wat is wrong with me...and i need to fix it...

YO YO YO from VANCOUVER~

2009-10-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

hey..
I am so sorry for abadoning my blog for such a LONG time..
well,
I didnt mean to do that..
but because i was traped in china where they prohbit any access to blogger ..
so i cant even blog or read ppl's blog..
apprently, they hate everyone with blog add that ends with blogspot..
so the only blog i can read for the past 3 months..
was Chip's blog..
lol..
well,
i am now pretty much settled in Vancouver..
and i will update regularly....lol..to record down my life here and to blog abt sth hypocritically ..
lol..
well,
vancouver is a big city..i mean literally BIG in size..
but nothing else...
the shopping centre here works in the most weird way..
well, they close at 8pm on mon, tue....and 6pm on wed...8pm again on thurs...9pm on fri and sat..and FIVE PM on SUNDAY..
FIVE ...FIVE...FIVE..
oh my..
i cant believe it..
its sunday..and they close at 5..
well, having been here for a month...
i am still trying to stay at my room and not going anywhere on SUNDAY..
lol..
besides that..
everything seems working out well,
there is this squirrel that passes my window everyday...which is amazingly cute...and i think i am falling in love with it lol...
it just that i dont know the squirrel is a female or male yet..
lol..
anyway..
i have my midterm paper on this coming fri...
and i am just taking a break now..so i am here to blog..
i really miss singapore A LOT and ALL of my frenz..
i paste you guys photo all over my room lol..
i even put up KOH's photo...so now you ca see i really miss you guys right..
anyway..
i gotta go...
its too late now..
....................................
................................................
PS..
i just checked my email...
i received this WEDDING INVITATION from one of my primary school friend...
WTF..
SOMEONE in my social circle IS GETTING MARRIED !!!!
i thought such thing only happens when i graduate????
wah...
i cant believe it...
i didnt even have a boyfriend yet..and my primary sch friend is getting married...

Abt Huang Lin and Her BF

2009-04-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

As i was reading Xu mei's notes~
i just realised that ..
the story of Huang lin & xin xin has been updated into many different versions~
can anyone be SOOOOOOOOOOOOO kind to update the poor cecilia ...
PLs update me abt this important gossip even i am far AWAy from singapore...
as the member of S4 , I REALLY concern abt my friends well-being~
oh ya~
one thing dun forget~
li pei xin~
dont go too much..
you have to bear the resposibility if the PRECIOUS 爱火ganna blow off...
rmb wat happened in sec 4????
NEVER REPEAT OUR MISTAKE~
....................
.............................
.......................................
PS,
in case you are wondering that wat i am busy with recently~...
actually,
i am taking classes and learning how to be a professional Nail Artist..
lol..
cool..huh..
i will post my work on my blog some day..
well,
maybe i can open an online class ..
teaching you all how to do manicure or the basic nail art skills...
well,
and jia you to everyone ..
if you are like me ..still waiting for uni's reply~..

cecilia VS 林黛玉

2009-04-02T00:26:00.003+08:00

I am sorry if you are totally disgusted by these two pics...anyway..
when I was in Sec4..
I just love to read 红楼梦。。
but there is one thing i can never figure it out..
which is why she is always so depressed..
well..
she has a rich dad..and a rich family..
she is talented, smart, pretty..SLIM...of course..
and she is the centre if the attention ALL THE TIME..
but I still cant reallly figure it out..that why is she always depressed...
or partly becoz she has a boyfriend who behaves like playboy(says WeeWee)..
still..
i cant find any reason that she is depressed almost every single day..
well..not only me...many great scholars also cant figure it out..
and TODAY..yes TODAY..
I finally found the real cause of her depression...
which is the medicine or rather the chinese herbs that she drinks every single..
for these past two days..
I have been ordered by my mum..to drink 中药。。which all come from the bomb like thing ..and inside the bomb like thing..are all the herbs....ewwwwwwwwww....
of course..
the most disgusting part is not the herbs..
is how to drink 1000ml of the 中药..TWICE A DAY..
which is really killing me..coz it taste so digusting like you mix the 枇杷膏and americano...
this had making me feeling extremly depressed for the past two days...
which then gives the the inspiration that miss 林。。has to drink this kind of thing for the entire 18 years,..
and she vomitted out the last sip of 中药before she passed away..
think again..
she has a playboy-ish boyfriend..which definitely make her feel damn sorrow or a better word BITTER..
plus the BITTER BITTER BITTER BITTER 中药for 18 years..
no wonder she is depressed ..
well..
this conclusion..proves that i am indeed a genius..who has to drink this thing..for another 28 days....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

About to be an adult~

2009-03-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

well..
standing at the doorstep of 21...
I hardly can find any reason to celebrate this special day..
the result thing has actually killed all my desires to celebrate this birthday..
plus..
the wonderful 20year old birthday which took place last year had really made me missing my friends more than ever..
coz i got to spend this birthday ..well..alone and with my mum..and with the bad memory from my result nightmare..
but still..
i guess there is still sth should be celebrated..
well..
I have been living on this planet for 21 years...wow..this should be counted as one of my life achievement..
and..turning into 21..means that I am one year nearer to aging..
and this gives me the best excuse to buy anti-aging product..
and as wat choo said..I can now marry with any guy i want without my parents consent..in legal term..though this would never be possible even if I am 61..coz my mum is BIGGER than the law..
ok..
now i can watch R21 movie and read playboy...
yet..the sad news is that ...downstairs of my house..there is this pirated DVD shop..so I hardly go to cinema in china..
plus..playboy just closed down TODAY..oh no...
eh...
how i wish i could be in Singapore and celebrate this day with my friends..
ok 2 more minutes to my birthday..
this is my birthday wish list..
1. I wish I will hear VERY good news from the uni that i have applied SOON..
2. I wish I could be slimmer
3. I wish all the best to my dear friends
4.I wish everything would be fine to my family members
5.I wish aging stays FAR FAR FAR from me..
6. I hope my 21st year in my life would be be as wonderful as my 20th year
7. I hope i would grow as a LADY or at least a nicer and kinder girl
8.I wish 一切顺利～
9.I wish I will always stay happy, pretty, witty, funny...etc..
10.well, world peace then..
ha ha..
lol..
i am officially 21 now..so sad..
this means that i got to say BYE BYE to my 青春..
and i am now an adult..which means that i have to bear many responsibilities and have to seriously stop being so childish..
thanks for everyone who give me wonderful birthday wish..
it do cheer me up a lot..but i still feels very sad for my ending of my teenagelife...
AHHHH~

2009-03-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

I changed a new hairstyle today..

well,

I went to the salon with my best mood simply becoz ..

haha..

i am going to see my beloved hairstylist..lol..

And then..

I found out this SUPER BIG and SHOCKING NEWS..

that immediatelly destryos my mood..

that is..

my beloved hairstylist got a GIRLFRIEND..

oh my..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............

this is so sad..

even the new hairstyle cant cheer me up..

.................

guess..

how i found it out..

I read his inbox msg..

well...

i know its bitchy..

but it just happens that he ask me to helo him to install the handphone theme..

so i send him the theme through bluetooth..

and i need to go his inbox to check the file..

so i just 顺便 read loh..

my god...the last time i saw him..he is still single and available..

and he just got hook up with this new china girl..named sara..when i got back to singapore..

sorry if this sounds mean...

oh my..

but this is so heartbreaking....

eh..i feel so sad..

but then..as long as they are not married..i still stand a chance ..

ha ha..

i must be mad..

eh,,

my new dentist is ugly...short and fat...

after all..

no one can compete wit dr chin...

2009-03-13T01:40:00.002+08:00

hey,

I am going to leave soon..

so i think it will ve nice for me to post sth..

well,

thanks to all of you for the letter , the tea session and the dinner..

those were really the ownderful memories that cheered me up..

anyway,

i guess its the time for me to jia you and really work hard for my future..

so jia you to everyone ..

jia you to your job..

jia you to your uni apps..

jia you..when are are all entering the adult world..

and hope our friendship will never expire in this new world.

all the best ..

cecilia in Singapore..

see ya in july..

The outing

2009-03-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

well, the slacker club high tea session successfully killed my depression that last for many days..
thanks ..
you are really the lovely one..
i was really CHEERED up by choo's letter when I read it inside tooilet..
ha ha..
anyway.
thats not the BIGGEST news today..
the dinner that took place this evening at BUGIS, 鲜得来steamboat..has given us a CHANCE to discover the little secret of our dear friend HL..
GUESS WAT..
SHE ...
GOT...
A..
NEW..
BOYFRIEND..
NAMED..THE OLDIE-CHIMPANZEE-星哥哥 who is currently studying in some liberal arts collge in USA..
well,
I am not lying...
this pserson really exists and I knoe quite a lot of details of this person..
anyway..
after the newbie boy in sec4..
we , as her dear friends have always been feeling GUILTY for 拆散 they all..
well,
its our fault for blowing off the 爱火..
but now..
we are really happy that she is finally heading to a new relationship..
pls..
help me to keep the secret as we really wanna to protect this precious 爱火
though the newbie boy had chosen the new-NA over the old0NA..
its ok..
coz our brave girl had finally found someone who is a perfect match for her..
she has always been dreming to have someone who is good at study and capable and very上进。。THE OLDIE-CHIMPANZEE-星哥哥 is just the perfect one..

THE OLDIE-CHIMPANZEE-星哥哥 is working on-campus earning for his own allowance(so 上进)

and THE OLDIE-CHIMPANZEE-星哥哥 was once selected to participate in the REAL G8 meeting (not the G8 inDHS) and this shows that he is defintely a respectable and capable man..

plus THE OLDIE-CHIMPANZEE-星哥哥 is studying there ON SCHOLARCHIP and this again proves that he is such a SMART guy..

Go girl HL..

As your best friend..

we will always cheer for you..and wish you 白头偕老 with him..

欲知更多详情，请看下回分解。。

2009-03-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

i changed my blog skin..
coz i really dont think my situation now is uitable to any happy skin..
somehow..my tagbox could not work..
well,
its s good thing..
coz up till now..
i still dont really know how to face everyone's concern..
I had never really CRIED over my results ..until last night..
I really felt very sorry and bad for my mum..
yesterday..was probably the worst day in my life so far..
I cried last night..pretty vigorously..
and woke up with two lines not two eyes..
And my decision is ..
that would be the last time i cried for my lousy results..
I am going to pick up all my faith, my energy,and my courage to face this..
and get out of this bad thing..
I am just praying..sincerely..
pls god..
gave me another chance..
I will really do my best..
can you pls just give me a chance so that one day i can make my mum feel proud again..and payback to watever she had given me..
pls..just bless me and grant me some power...
i really need some hope to live on..

2009-03-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

HI~

I am now experiecing the lowest point of my life ...

I seriously have no idea why such thing will happen on me..

but I decided to speak it out ..not to make myself to feel better or rather to make myself rmb all these..so that i will have more courage to face whatever that is going to happen...

I have strong faith in this phrase ..否极泰来...meaning going through the most negative things is the a sign of having good luck..

well, i really hope this would be true for me in this kinds of situation..

and i really pray for my uni apps to canada will work well..

and i hope the 签i got from 拜拜 which says 凡是因祸得福之相～will somehow work and give me some good news asap...

though i didnt get what i wanna get on my result slip..

i still feel happy and rather contented with my gains in these two years..

i have had many friends and shared many wonderful moments with you guys...

probably you guys are one of the 福气 out of the 祸～..

and really, becoz of you guys, i really became a better person..

thank you zhao mi..

fo accompanying me for such a long time ..thanks for cheering me up ..thanks for all your advices..you are really my bestie..

thank you choo, vivi and chip..thanks for your warm hug..which really give me a lot of power and courage to face my lowest point with smile..

btw chip~ when i was staying at the playground just now trying to 散心..got this guy approached me and gave me his number and said that he wished to hear from me soon( is this 搭讪？）..well, thanks to your prediction that i really bumped into some guy..but i dont know he is rich or not lah..anyway..i didnt even looked at his face coz i was so sad and i throw away his number coz i wasnt in the mood..so wateva the case， your 6th sense is relatively 准～but too bad i cant even recall how he looked like..well, in another way. it shows i still have some good luck with me~or my luck is coming back to me..

thanks anyway..

well, still thanks to huang lin, yu han, and jojo..

thanks for your encouragement..and i am so proud of you~

give me some time..

i will sure pick up all my confidence.and wateva i have lost this time...andi will work things out well even it takes another 10 years...

for those who did as bad as me..

hey ..加油～

2009-02-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

After I came back from Xi an where my grandma stays..

I just realise global warming maybe good for ppl who stays in COLD PLACE like Xi an

coz those places are really not suitable for HUMAN BEING to stay~

well,

i will uodate you for my wonderful CNY ~

coz this is the first year that my ENTIRE family get together~

anyway~

i just applied the facebook account out of boredom~

so then..

surpringly~the HANDSOME hairstylist added me~

and after viewing his profil in detail~

this is the few things i discovered~

1, he is same age as my elder cousin

2,he has a lot of friends

3, he was voted for型男(WOW)

4,he is popular (at least in facebook)

5, HE KNOWS HOW TO SPEAK ENGLISH(WHICH I THOUGHT HE CANT)

so here is the conclusion~

he is far from "reachable" so my previous comment was wrong~

and

I CANT BLOG ABT HIM ANYMORE ~at least in english~

well,

he is a more difficult target than Dr chin~

so maybe i shall stick back to dr chin~since maybe i am going to see him again when i got back to singapore~

so ..

this is a boring post~

i am sorry coz i cant sleep now~

I am officially over with dr chin

2009-01-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

well,
here is the biggest news..
i am totally over with Dr chin..
i mean once my favourite and most lovely Dr Chin~
well,
he is too far to be reachable by normal beings like me..
plus ,
after my HONG KONG trip( yes, i went to hong kong again)
i finally realise ..
Hong kong guys are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO handsome and stylish..
and after i saw my mum's HANDSOME hairstylist..
well.
Dr chin just lost in like 30 seconds..
i am sorry,
just to inform everyone..
i wont be using Mrs chin as my nickname anymnore~
haha..
guess at am i doing now..
i am right now..ha ha ..talking to my mum's hairstylist..
eh~
this post is really no sense..
but anyway..
just to inform ya..
i have the new target now..
haha ~

帅哥～

2009-01-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

DEAR MISS KOH YUN ****
I READ YOUR TAG AT 1:10 06/01/2009 in my COLD ROOM
I GOT GOOSE BUMPS EVERYWHERE WHEN I READ MUACKIES
OMG
THANK GOD
YOUR MUACHKIES MADE THE ROOM EVEN COLDER~
ANYWAY~
Selina ~
thank you for your lovely msg ~
well,
ha ha`
i get a bit bored or rather VERY BORED recently ~
coz every morning when i woke up
i have to try my best to find anything that can be done ~
basically , i kind of miss the school days that i have to got up early and doing sth
coz right now i have nothing to do~
not even studying~
sigh~
my life is BLOODY boring without niaoing someone
you know~
the only one i can niao now is my mum~
anf the consequeces of niaoing her is that ........
well, i guess you guys are smaart enough to know wat would be happened if i niao her~
yun ****
you are the only one i can niao now in my blog~
i miss you ~MUACKIES
ha ha~
the main point of this entry is not this ~of course~
so today
as usual i got up quite late ~abt 10plus~
and cooked for my mum~(yes , i am the MARIA at home)
did my make up which is the daily routine~
and again...
I WENT OUT SHOPPING WITH MY MUM~
so my mum got very bored with her hair style after she shopped finish~
so she went in a hair salon~
and then
~
~
~
~
~
~ I
SAW
SOMEONE
WITH
SPECS
AND
LOOKED
ALMOST
SAME
WITH
MY
DR CHIN~
I nearly screamed in the salon
and then I immediatelly requested to do sth abt my hair ...
ha ha ha ha ~
and then
the hairstylist(who is from hong kong) who is almost the twin of dr chin did my hair ~
and and and ~
ha ha ha ha ~
he GAVE me HIS NUMBER~(coz he gave my mum his name card)
and we chatted SUPER HAPPILY for very long time~
as the fact i am his last customer today ~
we ha ha ha ~
took the same train even we didnt talk and i just waved at him when I ACCIDENTALLY SAW HIM IN THE TRAIN~
lol~
he is much more stylish than dr chin~
anyway~
this is wat i wanna tell everyone ~
I SAW SOMEONE LOOKED LIKE DR CHIN AND HE IS A 帅哥～
I AM SO HAPPY ~
WAH HA HA HA HA HA ~
good night ~

ho ho~happy new year

2009-01-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

hello~
i finally got settled down in shen zhen which is the city i can wear skirt and free from the COLD AIR and eskimo outfit~
this is really the shopping paradise ~
well, i will update you with more details ~ha ha~
anyway~
for the past year 2008~
it has really been super wonderful~
I really had a fantasitic year with your company~
well,
many thanks to my S3,
thank you for the endless noise, fun, and stupid jokes~
thanks for the wonderful time we had ,
my 2008 will be imperfect without you ~
also,
thanks to dear G8,
thank you for the wonderful lecture time ~
i guess happy mart got a wonderful year also ~ha ha~
anyway, i really miss the wonderful time that we had when we bully yun xuan or niao qb~plus selina and THE LEG...and i cant really forget socky and the prince 假.小宝.脚毛.king
ha ha~
though the stupidity level for the above events is exceptionally high ,(except for yun xuan and many events that she nearly got out of G8) ha ha~
i really had a wonderful time~
my 2008 will be boring without you~
and of coz~
to my lovely slacker club~
though we are unalble to have any successful outing becoz of choo's financila crises~
yet~
its really wonderful when i spend many many many breaks talking and complaining with you all~
i will be the host for our first reunion dinner~ha ha
this time will only open to club member~
ha ha~
well,
last but not least~
dear yun xuan~
my 2008 will be so colourless without you~
thanks for manymany wonderful YOB YARzzzz~
that make my 2008 a pretty exciting one~
wish all of you ~'happy new year~
love you~
may god bless you~

-5

2008-12-17T23:22:00.004+08:00

this is the sun in winter ,
dont be cheated by the fake warmthe it generated~
it has no practical use in the presence of the DANM BLOODY COLD AIR FROM RUSSIA~
I will be frozen up sooner or later~

This is definitely colder than vivocity or national library~

I am now in bei jing ~

and guess wats the temperature?

Its -5!!!!!!!!!!!

all becasue the DAMN BLOODY FREAKING SUCKY COLD AIR FROM RUSSIA~

Temperature dropped crazy today~

I guess i will be the snowman by the time of christmas~

I MISS SINGAPORE SO BADLY~

at least i dont need to wrap myself like a bloody dumpling..

right~

i forgot to say sorry~

i mean i am truly sorry for abandoning my little dear blog~

I have come back for almost 10 ten days~

and i have been to 3 cities already~

well,

i took airplane like how i took cab in singapore~

ha ha ~

the first thing i did when i came to bei jing is to eat the 老北京杂酱面~

to be frank~

the 杂酱面 is really not very nice~

ha ha,

but i miss the atmosphere in the shop~

so what happened was that when you entered the shop~

there would be one 门堂 shouted 两位，里边请～(pls twist and turn your tounge when you read the above chinese words and the following)

then many 跑堂s would follow 两位，里边请(again, twist your tounge when you read it)

that is the oldest bei jing style which i like it very much~

frankly,

bei jing ppl talked in REALLY DIFFERENT WAY~

and most of the time i cant figure out what they were actually saying in their mouth~

there are many streets here that has similar name and i dont know why they name it in such way~

one FINE BLOODY COLD DAY~

i was on cab and and the driver said 小姐，你要从东四十条街走还是东十四条街走？

again twist your tounge when you read EVERY SINGLE WORD~

well~

i got to pick up my chinese some how~

I will be back to shen zhen in 2 days time and once i got my permenant contact number,

i will put up on my msn,

so contact me if you DESPERATELY MISS me~

ha ha,

oh , i will be putting up all the photos that we took in school soon~

so wait for the website add~

well,

I miss you guys from the BLOODY COLD BEI JING~

i look like some eskimo huh?

guess wat my mum is doing now ?

she is hugging the heater in the hotel and calling it MA~

Hi people

2008-10-16T13:40:00.002+08:00

well, I guess no one reads my blog recently,
even I abadon it somehow..
sorry,
A level is more important than blogging something funny,
wateva...
these days have been filled up with EXTRORDINARY BORING GP extra lessons...
with the teacher going MIA frequently and NIAOing ppl for the sake of gaining popularity..
I hardly can find any reasons of going to school for the SUPER USELESS LESSON..
I wanted to blog on 10 oct namely, the last day of my 12+2 years of formal school education..
I was so emo that i cried on my way home or maybe i just got to much hormone thats why i cried..
i had so many things that i wanted to write about..
yet, i forgot about it TOTALLY after eating two donuts and putting on my pink T-shirt realise that I GAINED WEIGHT..
yes,
this is the worst thing that could be happened ..
you worked hard and got back not-so-good results and hoping that working hard late in the night will make you slimmer...
yet ...
I GAINED WEIGHT!!!
the good thing is that ..
i guess my boobs are bigger..
bad thing is ..
my stomach is even bigger..
so overall my boobs are still pretty small even i gained weight..
so sad..
anyway..
the main purpose of blogging today is not to complain abt the size of my boobs VS stomach..
instead , it is to share my WET DREAM~
I had a wet dream LAST NIGHT..
according to my mum..
I was LAUGHING NON STOPLLY througout the night..
the reason why i was laughing is that i dreamt about QB~
somehow in my dream she was sitting in the mermaid style with a ponytail slanted to one side as usual..
and wearing an OFF-SHOULDER SEXY LEOPARD PRINT SILKY PYJAMAS..
LOOKING UP and asking the rest of G6+yunxuan who are standing around her is she sexy..
so she kept asking us "AM I SEXY?"
we kept answering " You look so HOT"
this repeated like a cycle for VERY LONG..
and i just could not stop myself but kept laughing..
coz in my dream G#+yun xuan were so SERIOUS THAT THEY ARE REPLYING HER IN THE TONE AS IF THEY WERE RESPONDING TO SOME MATH QUESTIONS..
only choo and I laughed in the dream..
guess we are the only two who finds it is funny..
I woke up this morning and think ..
OH MY ..
I must be too stressed of studying too much biology..
I gotta a wet dream

Pre-prelim nervous syndrome

2008-09-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

well, i was taking my afternoon nap and was woke up by this message..
it says this,
hey, nick. saw your wedding pics juz now. awesome. hor seh liao! I'm b**n frm l*b*an. Congrstulate! sui.
..........
hey..
first of all,
I AM NOT NICK..
Second I am not going to married...well, if i do.. i probably will get married with my TYS soon..
Thirdly, I did not take any wedding pics with anyone..
Fourth, get me a rich guy and i cant wait to get married with him NOW..
right,
I am too nervous..
I mean I am too nervous to get back my prelims results..
I found out few things after the whole period of preparing for my exams..
1, i didnt gain any extra weight neither lost any
2, my pimple scars are all over my faces
3, i have lost my appetite for shopping
4, I AM ALLERGIC TO FISH..
oh my ,
how can this happen..
the only thing i could enjoy now is eating and yet i am allegic to fish SUDDENLY~
this is so bad ..
I am so nervous of getting back my results tmr..

Happy DAY

2008-09-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

Well, I am so sorry for blogging so late.
especially for those who are waiting to read my blog ..ha ha ..
After a long period of "imprisonment" due to the prelims,
we finally had an outing , namely the C C A Y outing yesterday..
It was a WONDERFUL outing..
well, simply because we are so detached from the real world after spending such a long time studying..
so the outing started with the wonderful bus trip with claire, val, and cindy..
though i spend most of the time of the trip catching up my Gossip girls before my ipod die due to the excessive usage by Y,
it was still a wonderful trip with so many friends ..
most importantly, its the fisrt time we were walking on the orchard road in uniform after school and CATCHING UP A MOVIE!!!
not like some people who might be spending the time wondering aroud with no destination...
The movie..which i name it as Flowery Boys..
started off with a quite nice opening with the LV suitcase..
and hit the climax at the part where F4 lost 5 millions US bucks and still able to act seh..
and ended off with the nice fading into the comics picture...
though occasionally I feel like the movie will be better with a remote control and will be perfect if the starring-into-your-eyes part can be cutted away by half..
the movie is still ENTERTAINING coz i was sitting next to Y..
well, partly coz i was talking non stoply and predicting the plot...
so the movie ended with my bladder nearly bursted..
and we went off eating pasta mania..
and then..
to make the day even more fruitful ..
WE ...
TOOk..
NEOPRINTS...
................
its so much better then wondering aroud with no destination....
...................
the neoprint section was so fun and hit the climax of the day when...
A showed off her brilliant art skills...
and used 15seconds erased a huge portion off and managed to save it..
this truly proved that A PASSED HER ART..
........
ok, so thats the whole report of the FUN outing..
correct me if i missed out sth..
anyway,
the outing was really fun and i wonder when would be the next time we could hang out like that..
so gotta treaure every single seconds that we could still hang out with Youg hearts like now..ha ha..
ah ya..
i am tired now...
i wanna put up the wonderful art work done by artist A..
but ah ya..its TOO SMALL..
ha ha..
so thank you guys for the wonderful outing..
anyway..the Flowery Boys was rated 1and half star on VIVi..

Too toired to blog

2008-08-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

Having been tortued by toothache by two days...
i am really too exhausted to blog..
I just looked at the calendar..
and realise that ..
the date fo graduation is just about to come..
so should bring camera to school,
to record down the last few months...
and keep it as part of the moemory..
well,
i will rmb to do that..
pls remind me...
anyway,
I found many photos in my phone..
which can be used as part of the memory...
well,
this is the new ferrero..
dark chocolate one..
this is how it looks like inside..

this is how it looks like with packing...

well ,
this is the new art piece from CHOO..
during the very boring math lesson..

well,
its quite well done..
keep it up ~yo~
take a closer look at it...
100 years later this may be sold at high price lo~
ha ha ..
then can keep the money as your APland reserve..

tomorrow is the opening ceremony of Olmpics..
北京加油～
希望一切顺利～

Few things that make me sad

2008-07-21T00:43:00.003+08:00

These are the few things that make me sad..
1...
i missed the WONDERFUL dialogue session
2...
Chip hurt me...
3...
my school mates are sexually harassed by 艾力克
4...
i went to eat KOREAN BBQ AGAIN..
And i believed that i will gain weight..
5..
i went for shopping today
and got two BIG BLISTER under my feet..and i cant walk now..
6...
i went to try out the Bebe discouted bohemian dress and realised tat i can only wear that if i am on 7 inch high heel...

a super long dress...
well, ignore my mum who is sort of in the mirror..........
anyway..
the point is....
there are total of 6 things make me sad..
so i decided to be sick on racial harmony day...
well,
happy racial harmony day,
hope i wont miss out anything that is fun...

I feel so hurt

2008-07-19T22:52:00.004+08:00

YIP CHI CHING...
I feel so hurt....
so so so so so hurt...
I didnt write that for niaoing you...
i think your handwriting is so unique that not supposed to be changed to follw main stream...
As the creative Art Dierector of slackers club...
you supossed to have such handwriting to establish your status...
I am the only one who is against the MCCWN for the HERITAGE VALUE of your handwriting...
I am the only one who can see the true beauty of your handwriting...
i am the only who say KEEP IT AS YOUR TRADEMARK...
you dont want everyone rmbs you as a Stick or ah girl or cyborg and B_ _ _ _ _ _ _ T(u-know-wat -i am-referring-to)...
well,
i am not saying that we will remember you as sb who got ( ) -handwriting...
but 10 years down the road ..
when we talked abt you..
we will say..
"Oh! I know chip ,she is the one who got quite unique handwriting"
DEFINITELY NOT..
"OH! I know Chip, isnt she the STICK or or ah girl or cyborg and B_ _ _ _ _ _ _ T(u-know-wat -i am-referring-to)..."
你不懂我的心~
chip...
thats all i wanna say....
.......................
having said all these...
well,
you are still my BESTIES...
i will still love you as my BESTIES even if i cant read the cards that you promise to send me in future...
i will rmb you as a lovely gal who likes to shop on spree...
so...
let me emphasize this again..
I DIDNT WRITE THIS FOR THE PURPOSE OF NIAO YOU....HA ha ha ha ha...

well,
i got nothing to say liao...
actually i got nothing to blog...
thats y i blog this...
its good that you make it neater..
but still..
keep the uniqueness..
i say this with sincere oh...
not niaoing you ....

Save Chip

2008-07-17T19:57:00.004+08:00

After queueing for consecutive two days,
I finally got back my passport..
I promise that i will NEVER EVER renew my passport last minute...
Well,
back to the main topic...
i went to the god-like GP tuition centre yesterday,
and we were required to sign up for the lecture...
as i was searching for the available slot...
i suddenly found a name written in distinctive, attractive, catchy,unique, impossible-to-miss, extremely familiar handwriting that outshine all other names in the LONG list...

guess whose name was that.....

Yes...

You are right..

it is the greatest calligraphy work that was done by
Miss
Yip
Chi
Ching
aka
Chip..

I identified this name from 200 over names within 3seconds..
It is truely TOO-UNIQUE-TO-BE-MISSED..
Chip,
I will never forget you because of your handwriting..
Keep that kinda of handwriting..
haha...
thats your priceless personal style and your lovely trademark...
I guess all the teachers will be bery happy to see a less unique and boring and normal handwriting ..
But i will feel quite sad if you change your handwriting..
coz we may never able to see your trademark liao...
ha ha...
..........................
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PS...This was not written for the purpose of NIAO...
JIa YOU everyone...
...........
The dictator said Stop emoing abt the grades, get the work done...
Cecilia says..Stop emoing about how sucky GoooPoooo dictator is, just MUG...

4 more months

2008-07-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

well,
this is the first post after such a long STUDY period,
i am so sorry of not providing any entertainments and not blogging during this period,
coz i was using QQ excessively due to the broke down of my MSN,
so what is QQ?
well,
it is just the MSN in chinese,
Why am i using that?
coz i was using that to chat with my RICH ex-boyfriend,
haha,
i went back china to meet my friends so i met him in the gathering too,
i realised that he has becom so much richer over the years,
it will be too 可惜to放弃him,
so i decided to repair the good friendship,
ha ha ha...
just joking,
anyway,
i was using that to contact my old friends which most of them come from extrmemly wealthy family..
it is good to stay in a good relationship with them coz i will have a lot of chances having FREE EXPENSIVE AND HIGH CLASS TREATS..
ha ha...
i am joking again..
i still love my friends..
even if they are in AP land..
but when i have SUPER RICH friends...
I will invite my AP LAND friends for free meals..
see..
Cecilia is such a CARING girl....
........................
............................
i hope my rich friends will understand my love to them as friends and understand that i am just joking to provide some entertainment....
....................
well..........
i changed my blogskin...
hope it is fire-fox-friendly this time..
if it still cannot function properly...
TOO BAD....
ha ha...
JIA YOU for everyone for your upcoming As...
..................
i gotta study now...
i only left with 4months to mug....

令我感到幸福的三件事

2008-04-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

令我感到幸福的三件事，
1。睡到自然醒。
2。吃一顿超级合口的饭。
3。蹲在厕所里拉一坨宇宙超级无敌爆臭的大便。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
其实生活可以更简单，
我的要求不高，
自认为有钱是好日子的基础。
所以为了将来有好好好好好日子。。
现在努力奋斗。。
可是。。
奋斗到从没睡到自然醒。。
也没吃到合口好吃的饭。。
可是。。
今天蹲在家里的厕所。。
拉了一大坨史上无敌宇宙超级爆臭的大便。。
顿时觉得神清气爽，体内前所未有的干净。。
好吧。。
至少我今天又三分之一的幸福。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
the probability of feeling happy is one third...
ha ha..
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I took DAMN long to arrage these photos!!!!

2008-04-14T19:22:00.011+08:00

YO..
Happy Birthday KOH YUN XUAN...
as wat i have promised to my fellow slacker club memebers..
I got to show you this...
the 幕后花絮of your SUPER HOT CARD!!!..
................................................................................................
this is wat i wanted to buy for you..haha..
Check out wat is inside…

Isn’t cool???
But well, I decided not to 抢风头 ..so lucky you lol..
I never buy…
Ha ha…
but not to wolly…we got sth better than that….
Here it is..
YOUR HOT WET YAMAPI POSTER…
PROUDLY PRESENTED BY CHOO,VIVI, AND CHIP…
Here is the 真实幕后花絮….

CHOO is holding on the HOTTEST part of the poster—the 颤抖的胸肌and feeling burning inside coz we are going to PATSTE IT NOW>>>

CHOO is now applying glue in the most careful manner so that we can present you the 颤抖的胸肌 in the best way….

Here is CHOO again..she is adjusting the position of the颤抖的胸肌..
You know ,its freaking hard when she is trying to fix the胸肌 which is颤抖ing all the time…

Now she is really trying super hard to fix the颤抖的胸肌 and of course trying to get a real feel of the颤抖的胸肌…coz besides KOH YUN XUAN..no one actually knows how the颤抖的胸肌 feels like as the胸肌had been颤抖ing for her ONLY for the past one year…

Now we are writing messages for KOH on behalf of YAMAPI…ha ha..did you notice My file and notes are there on top of the颤抖的胸肌…guess wat ..we got to put my files and notes on top of the胸肌 to prevent it from颤抖ing too vigorously!!!

FINALLY..They are done…you can tell that they are super tired from their face ,right? That are all because of the颤抖的胸肌 and making the job SUPER DIFFICULT…

YEH!!! The FINAL PRODUCT…
SO NICE RIGHT???
Did you notice that chip is trying very hard to balance herself and hold the card at the same time…once again..its all because of the颤抖的胸肌

………………………………………………………………………..
WELL..even though this post is HIGHLY niao..
But…you know..
NO matter how hard..
We will try our best to get wat you want…
Coz WE ARE FRIENDS!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

PS..
KOH YUN XUAN..
You got to take care the cj 7..
Like wat I have said ..thats the representation of G7+you…
So bring it to bei jing 101 or yun nam if its hair keep falling…

PSx2..this was written on 7/04.....

CHIP & CH$$ ..I POSTED IT LIAO HOR!!!I TOOK DAMN LONG TO POST ALL THESE PHOTO LAH...AND I AM GOING TO DELETE THESE PHOTO FROM MY COM SO COPY IT FROM HERE IT YOU WANT TO KEEP THE PHOTO...not to wollly , i wont sue you or charge you for the copy right !!!

I love GROUP 10!!

2008-04-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

so ...

after a LOOOOONG wait...

we finally got back our PW results...

well...

i was freaking nervous before the result was released lah...

its the first time in my life that i felt mr sng was a bit long-winded...haha..

i was kinda of scared of getting Non-As..coz my entire grp was quite strong so i was so scared of everyone scoring As and i got a C....(Sorry if this sounds VERY Aness)..

well...

We DID BRILLIANTLY WELL!!!

ha ha..

we got 5 Apples...

I am so happy lah..not simply because of i got an apple but my WHOLE GRP ok???

I am so pround of them...

coz all our effort and practices are paid ...

well...

i got to say a BIG thank you to all my members...

thanks to sock hian for being such an effecient typist and print out our wr...

thanks to selina for constantly bringing us back to the topic and encourage us to move on...

thanks to claire for correcting our lousy english and all the good ponits you made..

thanks to sze wee for bringing brilliant ideas, searching for all the stats and saying okok for everything.

thanks to mdm leong for pionting out our problems..

thanks to mr cave for going through our wr while you are marking the promo paper...

thanks to edison for making such BIG joke...

thanks to muhammad yunus for being such an inspiring groundbreaker even though you never reply our emails at all..

thanks to youtube for letting us download the poverty video for free..

thanks to THE ONE who stole my laptop that i got a new laptop which got new functions and produce brilliant powerponit slides..

thanks to world bank for providing the stats generously...

thanks to bill gates for creating windows vista which is really user-friendly esp the smart art in the powerpoint...

thanks to my the body shop grapefruit flavor shower cream...i got a lot brilliant ideas when i was using it and bathing...

thanks to ulead for being such a brilliant video editorial programme..

thanks to the two dollar notes that i was holding in my hand during my op..

thanks to U2 for your brilliant making poverty history video..

thanks to everyone who cheer for us and encourage us...

and most importantly..

many thanks to my team member for tolerating my 机车ness and working hard together and getting inspired by muhammad yunus and practicing so hard for op until we all got sore throat in the end...

thanks for the extremely heavy rain on that day ..all becasue of that we presented in very loud and probably very confident way...

well...

that is just one of the many apples we are going to get...

gotta move on with our life...

so...

再接再厉。。。

加油啊！！！

My lovely little red CHINA!!!

2008-04-10T20:47:00.004+08:00

真令人感动。。。

在圣火传递被阻挠的时候。。

有这么多人站出来保护这个国家。。。

我常常在想。。

为什么这个世界是这么的不公平。。

在我呕心沥血写那些GP的文章讨论这个世界的不公平时。。

从来没有想过，这些不公平，原来就在我的身边。。

我不是一个优秀正统的中国人。。

我讨厌中国政府那些虚假的说辞，讨厌他们做事虚伪的作风，我讨厌那段灰暗的历史，我讨厌那些不公平的官僚主义。。

即使如此，在心底里，我还是深深地爱着这个国家。。

即使她落后，即使她贫穷，即使她封闭。。。

我还是希望她好，希望她进步，希望这个世界尊重她。。

看到那些所谓的人权卫士攻击奥运。。

我心里真的是大大的不爽！！！

难道你们没有践踏我们的人权吗？

连西藏都没有去过的人权卫士又有什么资格发表言论呢？

即使你有多么的不爽中国都不应该攻击奥运。。

为什么要伤害这个可怜的国家呢？

为什么要连这个让中国等待了几百年的奥运都要攻击呢？

我很不爽。。

还好。。

看到那么多的人保护这个13亿人小小的梦想。。

真的令人感动。。

希望上帝保佑中国。。保佑奥运。。

保佑那些好心护圣火的人。。

保佑这个13亿人的梦想。。

希望一切都会好！！！

加油，中国！！

Here I am

2008-04-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

I was about to blog abt my birthday celebration..
well..sth more important pop out today...
so to ensure the quality of the post on my birthday..
my loyal readers ..I promise you I will blog abt it with my best effort SOON..
back to the topic...
I GOT MY A LEVEL VERIFICATION SLIp today...
well..A level is SOOOOO near now which really making me quite stressed...
so it sort of empowered me today as i chiong finish 2tutes today at MOS burger..
I am getting very worried for my GP..
7 more months to my actual paper..I am now still feeling like a freshmen to Gp paper..
i need to work hard, hard , hard.....
well..everyone needs to put in 200% hardwoork so that to prove to ourself wat we are really made of...believe in ourself that we are made with best quality resources and best effort...
this is the most positive thinking i have ever had..
i may still complain abt GP..complain abt every GP paper is fighting for the position of the suckiest GP paper ever...
I may still complain abt boring lectures...
i may still try to slack here and there..
But ..
I will never lose faith..
I will never discourage my friends...
I will never bring negative thinkings into my life..
I will do my best for myself..
I will work 300% harder willingly...
A level is the ending point of my school life...
I want a happy ending...
so ...大家要一起加油！！！
We are all Energizer--coz we shall NEVER SAY DIE!!!
PS...
General Paper 1--03/11/2008 08:00am
General Paper2--03/11/2008 10:15am
Mathematics Paper 1--04/11/2008 14:00pm
Biology Paper 2--05/11/2008 14:00pm
Chemistry Paper3--06/11/2008 08:00am
Mathematics Paper2--07/11/2008 08:00am
Chemistry Paper 2--11/11/2008 08:00am
CSC 12/11/2008 08:00am
Chemistry Paper 1--14/11/2008 14:30pm
Biology Paper 3--17/11/2008 08:00am
Biology Paper 1 -- 20/11/2008 08:00 am
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PS:
Happy Birthday to 显骏!!! 加油for you o levels !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-03-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

今天是2008年3月26日，我20岁的生日。
所以今天决定回归传统用华语来blog。。
准确的算来，
20 年前的今天，我还没出世。
根据我妈打从我3岁起讲了17年的同样的故事。。
20年前的这个时间，她还在阵痛中。。
所以我可以好好利用这段她痛的时间写一些感言啦。。哈哈。。
其实我对这次的生日没有特别多的期待，因为每个人都和我一样疲惫，所以过生日的激情好像锐减。。此外，这个生日一过，就代表了衰老的开始，内心其实是有小小的抗拒。

不过呢，一辈子只有一次的生日，我还是好好的计划了一下，2字头的第一个生日代表了一个新的十年，所以是新的开始，于是就给自己列了一个10年计划。

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cecilia同志的未来10年发展计划

好好的努力赚钱，养家。
尽全宇宙超级无敌大的努力爱我的家人，朋友，所有爱我的人，上帝。
成为一个收入稳定，每天可以打扮美美的药剂师，最好可以是自己喜欢的化妆品行业。
给老妈买一栋房子和一个车子。（最高领导人aka我妈规定的)
每年要给妈妈进贡一个名牌包包。
保持体重，绝对不可以超过56公斤。
大腿只可以越来越细，肚子只可以越来越平，身材坚决不能横向发展。
带着妈妈去世界上所有的迪斯尼乐园。
成为一个爱中国的加拿大人。
和所有的姐妹们保持联系，做一辈子的好朋友。
要在剑桥的河上坐一回船，念一遍徐志摩的诗。
要在百老汇看一次chicago的演出。
要在还可以尖叫的年龄看周杰伦的演唱会。
要在韩国的路边摊，向韩剧里演的那样，喝一回烧酒。
要去普罗旺斯看薰衣草。
要去米兰大教堂，在广场的噴池前许愿。
要带爸爸听一次真正的维也纳新年音乐会。
拥有一个有落地窗的房子。
有BOBBI BROWN所有色系的眼线胶。
送给赵米一个vivivien westwood 的钱包
去一次台湾。
要和家人度过很多个美好的星期天。
不要满脸痘痘。
参加好朋友的婚礼，献上美好的祝福。
回一次我想念的戈壁滩。
吃一次我想念的大盘辣子鸡。
满怀感激的度过每一天。
成为一个睿智的女生。
珍惜新的10年。
努力生活，踏踏实实的过日子‘

30个，似乎有点多，不过一年3个，好像并不太多。
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妈妈--谢谢你在20年前的今天忍着疼痛生下我这个健康的胖宝宝，谢谢你着20年来一路不放弃的支持我，陪伴我，忍受我的坏脾气。谢谢你满足我所有的欲望，谢谢你一路为我付出，无怨无悔。谢谢你为我牺牲你要的生活，你的朋友，也谢谢你为我选择和爸爸继续在一起。不知道这辈子该如何报答你，希望下辈子我做你的妈妈，为你付出。

爸爸--虽然你不是世上最好的男人，但是你是我独一无二的好爸爸。谢谢你宠我，纵容我，为我村了那么多的美元。谢谢你对我有求必应，为我付出。我虽然常常埋怨你，但谢谢你包容着一切，为了我和妈妈，真的辛苦你了。

姥姥--你是世上最好的姥姥，谢谢你从小那么的爱我，谢谢你20年来都这么的爱我，谢谢你为我煮的那些葱油面，谢谢你为了满足我的虚荣心而做的假辫子，谢谢你所有对我的好，希望你永远都不要离开我。

姥爷--谢谢你这么的爱我，那么小气的你却对我付出大大的爱，谢谢你在雪天里等我，谢谢你为我跑了3条街买我爱吃的雪糕，谢谢你那些爱。

舅舅，舅妈--谢谢你们给了我快乐的童年，谢谢那些葡萄干，谢谢你们给的爱。

张心然--谢谢你一路来和我做伴，谢谢你心甘情愿的当我的出气筒，谢谢你带给我那么多的快乐，未来，我们要一起为这个家的幸福而努力哦。

感谢主，让我拥有如此幸福的生活，我会好好努力来守护这些幸福的！！！

Slacker club only

2008-03-24T21:55:00.004+08:00

Time 21:46
Cecilia just blogged finish and decided to look around.
Time 21:48
Cecilia reached Vivi's blog and realise she changed her blog skin and thinking"a cool skin"
Time 21:53
Cecilia is reading the post about Mr cave's religion and thinking Vivi is blogging hypocritically again. She muz be hinting that SOMEONE is ME!!!
Time 21:54
Cecilia read yun xuan's tag and for the first time feeling totally agree with her.
Time 21:55
Cecilia is about to tag and got a msg.
Time 21:55:36
Cecilia checked her msg and BURST OUT IN LAUGH NON-STOPLY>>>>
...........
.............
..........
the msg goes like this..
I am correct lor! lotte is a firm set up by a KOREAN man in JAPAN.so lotte is from japan! go check wikipedia.
Sender: Chip
....
.....
i trust you , chip..
WE love CHINA , HONG KONG , SINGAPORE..
...............
.........
if you dont understand this post..
too bad..
it means that you are not from slacker club.
this is an INSIDE JOKE , ok?
if you want to join our club ..
pls make sure you meet the following requirements
1. Anti-SC
2. Flying finger expert
3. Know the latest gossips.
4. Willing to Spend all your break time to slack.
5. Eat recess whenever ViVi instructed.
6. GOOD at OB-ing or AR-ing
7. Respect all the Com member
8. Good at niao Soke may
9. Enjoy YOB and YAR
10. To be added on by current members.
if you have met all the requirements...
pls submit your application form with a 100 word personal statement.
rmb to pay$ 100 Monthly Club Member fee.( You will be exempted from paying if you are a PR of AP-land)
if you are selected , you will be called for interview.
A 3-month probation period is a MUST.
The FINAL successful member will receive a slacker chain done by our very own artist-Chip and a hypocritical comment on your personal statement done by our very own writer VIVI.
...............
..................
ha ha..

Time to blog

2008-03-24T20:44:00.005+08:00

well..
i shall say sorry to all my loyal readers..
if there are any...
ha ha.. oh ya...
say HI to selina...HI HI HI..
actually i dont feel like blogging these days..
Nothing happens at school besides tests...
I cant even complain about any test..ever since i made my FAMOUS "thinking positively" statement...
so sorry if my blog is unable to provide you any entertainment for the past few days...
the reason for blogging today..
is super simple..
I will say GOODBYE..SA-YOU-NA-LA..to my 10s and say HI to my 20s in two days time...
I was not really looking forward my birthday this year..
you know..
deeply inside ..i do feel a bit sad ..coz once i step into 20s..means i got to behave like an adult and cannot joke and play like a foolish young kid...
I prefer to stay like a care-free kid rather than a resposible adult..

Yesterday, i dreamt about the day that i celebrated my 10 years old birthday..
i still remembered that was the super fine day in the spring..
I woke up and sitting in my sunny room..and realised that i had been living on this planet for 10 years...how great...
well...10 years..十年 is a word with a lot of feelings and thinkings...
of course...it is also a simple word that indicate a period of time that it seems to be long but actually passed super fast...
so yesterday..
i woke up ..
and realise 10 more years..i would be 30...
by that time..
i got to say GOODBYE to my lovely 20s..
and really got to live like a middle-age ppl...
i will have saggy nei nei, fine lines on my eyes...
i will have to check out for collegen drinks, botox, slimming centre..everything..that makes me feel i am still young..
this fully shows that 10 years..is really enough to change one person..
10 years ago..
i was still the young and innocent girl and having a BIg dream in my heart..
in this 10 years..
i have travelled and lived in many cities , I have had a lot of joyful and painful memories...
10 years later..
i dont really know where i will be..
but just hope that i will not start aging so fast...
having said that..
i am still quite look forward my birthday..
well..
i am happy if you wish me happy birthday..
but pls dont ask my age..
you know..as WOMAN gets older, age is not only a secret but a sensitive issue..
If you are so careless that youj wished me HAPPY 20th Birthday...
its ok..you still got a chance..
you know..
as i said last year around same time..
cecilia is a materialistic girl..
well..
if you wished me happy birthday in a most unpleasant way..and yet not showing any appreciation through practical actions..
its ok..
its ok..
i would not CURSE YOU IN NEXT 10YEARS..
i would not WISH YOU BAD LUCK EVERYDAY..
i would not HOPE THAT ALL THE BIRDSHIT WILL DROP ON YOUR HEAD..
i would not HOPE THAT YOU WIL SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AS A PATHETIC LONER..
......
i promise.. i will never do that..believe me..if you know me...
........................
..........................
...............................
ha ha..just joking...
but i am serious abt the happy birthday thing....

Aim HIGH!!!

2008-03-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

The A level result was released few hours ago...
So many people around me scored four As...
Obviously ..
Scoring 4 As is not MISSION IMPOSSIBLE..
though people scored C for GP..
which kinda of scared me...
but then..
my fellow friends and comrades...
lets work hard ...
and AIM HIGH...
we are all straight As students....
~~~~~~
think positively...
we can attract all As to us....
..........
加油啊！！！....
.......................
.......................
...................
this post...
sounds propagandic...

Zen

2008-03-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

I am enjoying not enduring...
I am feeling nourished not tortured...
I am feeling peaceful not pissed...
I am full of energy not tiredness...
I am happy about everything not mad...
I am walking towards As not Cs...
I am relaxed not stressed...
I am prepared for all challenges.....
..............
well...
positive thinkings are important in your life...
says the book "Secret"..
there is this law of attraction...it states that...YOu thinkings and mindsets attracted Wateva your experiencing now...
so...
instead of thinking I DONT WANT TO FaiL MY TEST...
we should be thinking I WILL PASS MY TEST...
coz if you think..i dont want to fail my test...you will fail your test..
coz god will receive the msg as i want to fail my test(apprently god likes to skip the word DONT).
hence...
we should all think the positive side of everything..by doing so...we will attract positive things to us.....
so that good luck will always be with us...
well...
i sincerely hope this is true...and helpful....
i need some positive things or rather good things happen in my life...
so i shall practice this..which help me to enter the peaceful ZEN state and not having any OB..or AR...
here are some of my positive thinking....
1. I love my BIO teacher.
2. I love doing coutless tutorials.
3. I love the feeling of having tests and exams.
4. I love school.
5. I love GP and I am passionate abt the subject.
6. I think certain Gp-dictator is a BRILLIANT teacher.
7. I like the printing shop anutie.
8. I feel happy abt the inflation in canteen.
9. I am feeling happy when people play piano druing lesson time.
10. I support SC.
~~~~~~~~
as the list goes longer...
i can feel that my inner voice is telling me..NO way you can achieve all of these...
DUH...
6 to 10 is MISSION IMPOSSIBLE for me lah...
no way i can think like that...
i can think positively abt bio..coz he is trying hard...
i can think positively abt doing tutes coz i got A level..
i can think positively abt tests and exams coz they are important..
i can think positively abt school coz i really love sch this yr..
i can think SUPER positively abt GP coz my GP tutor is a CAMBRIDGE GRADUATES...
but..
sorry ..
not for the following 5...
no way...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
measures for potential OB or AR...
气沉丹田，
莫生气，
别着急。

I am my own SAVIOUR!!!

2008-03-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

THE FOLLOWING ENTRY IS TOP SECRET FROM MY SOUL...
IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND>>
PLS DO NOT READ IT...
IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND...
YOU CAN READ IT BUT ZIP UP YOUR MOUTH AFTER YOU HAE READ IT..
IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND>>>
YOU KNOW I HATE PPL GO AROUND AND SPREAD MY RANDOM OUTBURST...
I WILL DEFINITELY GOING TO PUT MY SHOE IN YOUR MOUTH OR WATEVER HOLES AVAILABLE ON YOUR BODY...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well...
that msg was just purely for security reason...
hope if did not spoil your mood...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WELL...
when she started talking about the progress of GP lesson ...
i suddenly felt that 鲁迅爷爷whispered to me 没有人是我们的救世主，只有自己是自己的救世主..
well..
that is so true..
no wonder he was the GREATEST PHILOSOPHER in CHINA'S MODERN HISTORY!!!
i am not going to complain about her...
coz there is no point to complain when you are ruled by dictator..
Do people complain about HITLER..
obviously ..they never..
the only 下场you are going to have if you complain about HITLER...was D>>>>>E>>>>A>>>D.
so ..i guess the same rule applies here..
when she was actually responding our questions or clarifying our doubts...
she was actully blaming us for not being a hardworking and self-motivated student...
well..thats so one stone kills two birds....
this is the kind of situation is like...when you dropped into sea...your beloved only 'SAVIOUR' did not even attempt to save you and still blame you for not knowing how to save yourself....
thats SOOOOOOOO SMART of her...
getting rid of all the complaints and sins.....and shoot back at you with perfect shot..
too bad..
we are the pathetic students who cant even uprise and fight against the dictator...
coz...we are now ruled by TOTALITARIAN DICTATOR...
so..
my fellow friends and comrades...
just work hard ans save yourself...
forget abt her theories and explaination...
there is a reason why she cant get married...
she is the child of GOD..
but that does not mean that she got to act like NOAH..
and obviously ...
she CANT...
...................
PS...
After the lesson ...
i went to the toilet...
and i shitted super big pile of stinky shit...
probably thats the reson y i did NOT have a COB after the lesson...
it was removed out of my body as part of the TOXIC....

I am SHOCKED AGAIN!!!

2008-02-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

well..
i should blog this last night..
but i could not find any catchy titles..
so forgive me if i dont sound quite shocked...
EDISON CHEN IS STEPPING OUT FROM HONG KONG ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY FOREVER!!!!
ok...
if you read it now..
its kinda ofuniversally well known news..
but still..
it means that another handsome face is GONE...GONE..GONE...
thats so sad..
actually he is also one of the victime..
i mean..
we are living in the mordern world now and globalisation has effectively changed our traditional view about relationship between everyone. It is rather normal to have pre-marital sex especially in the youth community as they are the loyal supporter of individualism. And they strongly believe that they have their the right and freedom to do whatever they like to do............
................
well..
i shall stop here..
it sounds GP-ish..
anyway
the main point is...
ANOTHER HANDSOME FACE IS GONE!!!.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sorry ..
i am bored..
its a boring post..

.....................................................
well..
i found a big secret..
My friend's boyfriend is 劈腿ing..
and they are both my close freinds...
should i tell my friend that her boyfriend is 劈腿ing
or should i keep the secret for my close friend who is my friend's boyfriend?
WOW..
this sounds more complicated than the chem synthesis qns...
ha ha..
i shall really think abt it..

I am SHOCKED again

2008-02-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

This time round is not by my weight..
i am kinda of trying to accpet the fact that i gained ONE THOUSAND SEVENTY FIVE GRAMS..
anyway..
i am shocked...
I passed my BEEEEEo test..
and scored a B...
I didnt even know how i did it..
i mean seriously..
I didnt know how I passed the test..
I am so SHOCKED..
and my back HURTS...
is that a sign of aging???
but i am not 21 yet..
oh my...
AFTER the shocking fact of gainning ONE THOUSAND SEVENTY FIVE GRAMS...
i could not take any more BLOW ..
pls..
let it be some random POST-PE effect...
and its not some AGING SIGN..
oh my ..
i better sleep now..
I need to 养生。。

I AM SHOCKED!!!

2008-02-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

Well..
it all started with my weird dream last night...
i could not rmb about thewhole dream..but i remembered abt the last part..
I dreamt abt gaining 800GRAMS..
then i woke up in horror at 645am..so early...
so i was kept telling myself in the morning..
its ok..
dream is always oppsite as the reality..
dream is always oppsite as the reality..
dream is always oppsite as the reality..
dream is always oppsite as the reality..
.........
until i can focus on my chem SPA ...
B.....U......T
i didnt forget abt that i promised i will take my weight ....
so after the torturous mass PE..
i got bach home TIRED and DIRTY..
so i decided to bath first..
when i came out from the bathroom..(erm sorry for the explicit description)
and i switched on the weighing scale..
and i stood on it..
thinking...
I AM LIGHT...
I AM LIGHT...
I AM LIGHT...
I AM LIGHT...
I AM LIGHT...
and i looked at the scale ..
i screamed...OH MY GOD...it shows 56.1Kg..
mus be i am still wet and plus the weight of the towel...
so i immediatelly dried myself and stood on the weighing scale naked..(well no one was at home and i closed all the windows)...
OH NO...Its 56.2kg..BLOODY SHIT ...HOW CAN IT BE...
well it muz be i have not shit yet...
so i took 30 minutes and tried to remove all the waste material out of my body...
and i stood on the weighing scale..55.9kg....
Oh MY GOD...
OH MY GOD...
DOES IT MEAN THAT I GAINED WEIGHT..
mus be something wrong with the weighing scale..
so i switched it off and on again...
and i stood on it..DRIED, NAKED, SHIT REMOVED..
and it showed 56.1kg...
OH NO..
56.1+56.2+55.9+56.1=224.3
224.3/4=56.075
56.075-55.0=1.075kg..
WAT ..
DOES IT MEAN I GAINED ONE THOUSAND SEVENTY-FIVE GRAMS
After CNY..
oh my god ..
this hurts me totally..
who was the one who told me that dream is always opposite with reality..
that means i got 6.075 kg now to my target....
oh my god..
oh my god..
OH MY GOD..
like losing another 6.075kg is very easy!!!!
I AM PISSED...
I AM BACK ON DIETING...
I AM IN A BAD MOOD TODAY...

Happy valentines' day..

2008-02-14T22:08:00.005+08:00

Happy valentines' Day..
and i hope you will like my present..
haha..
i was not very happy today in CSC lesson..
and nearly got an outburst..
but then..
i didnt dare..
you know the recent ANFY outburst was kinda of scary..
anyway..
should not bring such sucky topic in today's entry...
i got a nice curtain..designed by huang lin today..
well..
i like it lol..
so i decided to keep it well by sending back to china and hang it in the new house..
so thank you Huang ling for such creative present..

sorry..
it took more than 20 mins to untangle it..
i am kinda of lazy to do it for the sake of taking photo..
but Tien leng and chen meng saw it..
they said its very nice...
then i got a piece of handmade choco from zhao mi..
according to her she used choco that has 74%coca to make this..
so thank you also..

well then..
thanks to selina for her sweets...

thanks to JoJo for her bear bear..
we drew lots to get present one lo..

thanks to shi ling for your SIMPLE PRESENT!!!
well i decided to donate yours to charity loh..

thanks to Chip for her handmade...erm...some Chain..
haha..
and i love your msg and the post cards...
ha ha...
the nips was kind of clear...

thanks to Vi Vi..
well..your pic ture was quite nice...
and it totally potrayed my characteristics..

and thanks to sock hian for your nice magnet..even though i didnt get a chance to choose it..

and a super BIG THANK YOU to Da Sao..
your lovely Note Pad...
I will use Golden paper to wrap it ..
and lock it inside the security box...
i promise i will TAKE GREAT CARE OF IT..

and of course ..
not to forget our dear YUN XUAN..
you are so kind that you seeked opinions from MY Dr Chin when you were choosing present for me...
THANK YOU ah...

well..
last but not least..
thanks to NIKI..
for your choco.
.
frankly..
i am kinda of SHOCKED when i got that from you...
well since you r a rich guy...
JOJO...
you should consider DO NOT放弃这棵树。。
因为找到一棵有钱的树还蛮不容易的。。
虽然他的某个部位有一点点地营养过剩。。
ha ha...
thats all..
and i Am so happy to annouce that my bio teacher had FINALLY found my DCPIP SPA report...
how wonderful...

2008-02-13T19:53:00.005+08:00

Well,
First of all..
wish everyone a very.......

ha ha..
i am finally done with my BEEEEo test...
I felt so relievd..
well,
I HOPE I CAN PASS..
but you know..
that is kind of IMPOSSIBLE..
its the first test/...
that i did not know how to predict my marks..
coz i dont even understand the english of the paper..
like...
HOW DOES CANCER RESULT FROM UNCONTROLLABLE CELL DIVISION...
well..
isnt cancer a result of uncontrollable cell division...
wat you expect me to explain/
its like asking me why your surname is CAO?
well the above example was just 小儿科..
it was wriiten in the paper that..
HOW DOES CENTROMERE INSURE THE SEGREGATION OF CHOROMOSOME?
well..
I N S U R E..
i tought its some chim term that i have never heard of b4..
and until starring at the word for more than 1 minute..
i realise that..
it is ENSURE...
so....
I will pray hard...
hope i can pass...
ok..
i shall blog abt my HONG KONG trip which is more exciting..
well
hong kong is such a great place..
as wat i said..
型男，型女遍地都是..
here is the evidence..
these are the two 型男i found on the train..
so sorry i cant show you the face..
hope their super型de lower body will satisfy your desire..

sorry its not clear...
another one..

well ..
its those two that lean near the door..
seh..right..especially te bag..
ok..
since i am on th train now..
i should introduce you abt their train...
well..
they have very advanced electronic map in the train..
that shows the direction of all the lines...
so that pretty helpful to ppl who just been there twice
coz that effectively helped me to locate all the shopping centres..

cool huh?
so its very IDIOT PROOF...
as it shines every time when the train reach the new station..
well...
besides that ..
they have quite a lot of elctronic notice board thing in the train..
so ppl can put up their ad..
or it can used to show the station name..
it is quite useful for those deaf ppl

or it can be used to show the DATEs.
so that dumb ppl like me will know whats the date..of that day..

well..
its kinda of helpful in terms of gaining your general knowledge..
as it can be used to report news..
that must be very heloful in GP..
check out this..
sad news abt Hillary..

when i come out from the train..
i find this heartwarming and cute poster..

wow..ha ha..
nice huh..
well Hong kong ppl are very 守规矩also...
this is how they stand on the escalator..
they really follow the rule..

enough about the train station..
i lived in the place called mi dun dao..

a very nice place ..
that has a lot of old but famous eating places..
like 许留山
i tried their mango pudding..
well its really NICE..

so on mi dun dao..
there are many interesting shops..
like this one the name is 有骨气。。

well the most interesting shop i found is this bra shop..
it has striking ad..
like
买错胸围，穿错bra..

and it also showed all the SIZES in its diaplay window..
so check out yours..
see which position you are at now..
ha ha..
sorry for ppl wear kiddy bra..
you cant even find a position here..

so talking abt shopping..
HONG kONG is really a great place for shopping..
50% sale in NORM there..
and i found some interesting things there also..
first of all..
NICE SHOES IN PRADA SHOP...
well..
you know..
my mum like it..
check out the heels..
nice reight ?

and this the 毛主席时代的红袖章in chocalate...

not not for forget this..
the expensive notebooks..
.
and here is the price list..

yes..
one note book is selling at 1250 hong kond currency..
chang lt to sin..
its 1250/5.5=227..
well..
about 3 months pocket money of Princess of AP land..
last but not least..
i found my FAVORITE BRAND IN HONG KONG...
here it is..

well i love it so much lah..
coz thats the brand that NANA like...
and ..ha ha..
most importantly..
that is also 本城莲's favorite brand..
lol..
i got to check with Dr chin..
whether he likes that brand or not..
ha ha..

ha ha..
this is me in hong kong..
looks COOL huh?

2008-02-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

i am bored...so i decided to put up some photo..
lazy to blog anything..
so just put up these pictures..
you know..
picture tells more than words..

This is the new happening..
check out their SHOCKING FACES

the retarded campaign...

isnt this discrminating ppl who have SMALL nei nei and cant even wear BRS..like..
You-know-who...
the one that can only wear KIDDy BRA

LOL..at least we have MOdel SC like this..
who NEVER put STRING inside THE HOLE WHICH is LOCATED AT THE BOTTOM oF your shirt...
who has moderately long skirt..
who completes tutes on time..
who scolds ACT-PRO-PIAONISTS
Who says HI to everyone even her most hated teacher...
who is the QUEEN OF AP land...
so that she knows how to use our money WISELY...and wont spend it on useless BANNERS..

if you find this SC is too good to be real..
i got to tell you...
this is real...
not the pirated version one...
the real one,...

OH SHIT...
I HAVE TO GO BACK TO MY MATH TEST REVISION...

2008-01-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

boring csc lesson..
totally killed my brain cells...
i got nothing to do..
so i did these..
to show off my artistic talent......

This was done when lesson just started..

15 minutes passed..
another piece..

this was done to show my effort of trying to keep awake...

this was done when my boredness reached the highest point..

take a closer look..

development of the agriculture in china...in stone age..or ancient time...wateva..

during the cultural revolution aka 文革 and great leap forward aka 大跃进 time...

this is the real change...
改革开放。。
this is the drawing that illlustrates
家庭联产承包责任制。。

this was done when bell finally RANG

this was done when the bell was rang..

and she was still continueing without having any signal of STOPPING...

i really got frustrated..

and use my drawing to remind tien leng..that ...he should tell my teacher..

ITS　END OF LESSON NOW...

.................

LOL..

thats the end of my report...

my BEEio teacher LOST　my SPA report..

and he still told me...

NOT TO WOLLY(WORRY)..

I WILL TRY TO LOOK FOR IT..

....

ok..

then .... i Shall NOT wolly and wait for my report suddenly reappear again...

.........

.....

OK。。。

STudy for Math test NOW..

午夜发情中

2008-01-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

今天突然想要上来看看。。
去了很久没有去的QQ。。。
关心了一下陈冠希的裸照事件。。
真真假假。。
又企是我这种凡夫俗子所能断定的。。
要过年了。。
人人都赶着回家。。
春节在许多中国人的心理。。
是忙碌，拥挤，而又幸福的日子。。
即时这么久没有回家过年。。
脑海中。。
却依旧存有过年的记忆。。
火车的味道。。
姥姥炖得油油的鸡汤的味道。。
甚至是鞭炮的味道。。
都一如昨日那么的鲜明。。
过年。。
对于我。。
是一个特别的日子。。
让我身上那些中国人的细胞。。统统开始活跃的日子。。
常常羡慕那些回家过年的人。。
虽然身心疲惫。。
去能感受到他们的幸福。。
围坐在一起。。
吃着普通的团圆饭。。
看着每年都会咒骂的春节联欢晚会。。
是我脑海里抹不去的记忆。。。
小的时候。。
每当春节联欢晚会落下帷幕时。。
总是莫名的兴奋。。
期盼新的一年的来临。。
期盼长大。。
期盼下一个春节。。
现在。。
却幽幽的感到悲伤。。
还有多久。。
我能依然抱有孩子的心态。。
拥有孩子的世界。。
拥有这些和家人一起过节的记忆。。
好希望时间可以停在这里。。
这样我就不用烦恼成长。。
可以永远这样开心的说笑。。
即使每日浑浑噩噩。。
却快乐。。
春节要到了。。
该回家过年了。。。
雪很大。。
希望舅舅一家。。
即使疲惫。。
即使劳累。。
却还能珍惜与姥姥过年的时光。。
毕竟对于我和妈妈。。
那是每一年都盼望的时刻。。
雪很大。。
一路会很辛苦。。
但希望。。
这样的辛苦不会磨灭你们回家的幸福。。。
好好过年。。
长途跋涉。。
奔波辛劳。。
却能和家人一起过年。。
那是多么幸福的事啊。。

看到了新闻。。。
暴雪笼罩了大半个中国。。
那些回家赶路的人。。
大概会咒骂这场突如其来的雪吧。。
希望上帝保佑你们。。
即使雪再大。。
也阻挡不了你们回家的脚步。。

我常常因为温家宝总理的新闻而感动落泪。。
上一次是铜山煤矿爆炸。。
报纸上登着他拥抱煤矿工人却泪流满面地照片。。
第一次忽略了那也许是共产党的宣传戏码。。
也许是虚伪的表演。。
我被那张照片感动。。
激动捐了500块钱。。。
今天看到他。。
冒着暴雪。。
慰问那些被风雪困住的民众。。
也许这又是宣传戏码。。
或许是五味的举动。。
但因为在这种特殊的季节里。。
这样的关怀。。
真的令人感动。。
我向来都认为。。
我的政府。。不过只是会镐政治运动。。
作表面功夫。。
去没什么实际能力的政府。。
甚至与现在。。
依旧责怪他们办事不力。才导致这样的状况。。
但我却单纯的被他行为感动。。
我成长在那样的社会里。。
领导永远是高高在上，遥不可及，冰冷的天神。。
即使人民受灾受难。。
却只会在台上挥挥手。。
发表个全国要团结一起抗灾抗难的讲话。。。
但却没想到。。
一个总理。。
竟然如此的亲民。。
没有那些虚伪的讲话。。
单纯的走入那些人群里。。
和他们一起加油。。抗灾。。
也许在别的国家。。
这样的行很为很正常。。
但却是我的国家里百年难得一见的情景。。
他真是个好人。。
真是个和我们一样有血有肉。。
会感动，会难过，会心疼那些在风雪中赶路的人。。
真希望有越来越多像他这样的人。。
可以让这个国家。。
越来越好。。。

新的一年。。
真心期望。。
一切都是越来越好。。

About school

2008-01-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

So the SC election is ON again...
this year we would be given 3 votes to decide our GOVERNMENT..
well..
judging by their performance..
i decided to give the oppotunity to others to decide who should govern..
i mean ..they are the same...
its always the 换汤不换药de case..
wat they can do for us..
can they
change all the canteen store?...
stop orginising stupid activities?..
stop acting enthu...?
stop being so corrupted?
more care and concern about the student welfare without collecting any money?
keep the library QUITE?
stop the juniors from altering their skirts?
make the juniors show MORE respect to us?
if thery cant do anything above...
i would not care who is the govenrment..
well ..
democratic government is a bad goverment but it the the best of the worst...
well..
Marx also said that..government is exploiter...
so i decided to exploit the only thing i have ..which is the right of voting...
there is no offence to SC..just my personal feelings..
if you are happened to be a SC and saw this..and you feel damn sad and angry ..
pls visit other ppl's blog..NOW or you can visit any blog on my link...
but DO NOT print this out and give it to some teacher..
well..like that ..you will be interfereing my freedom of speech..
sorry if this is a niao post....
i am just getting unhappy about the school stuff..
the canteen food is SUX..
it totally TURNED ME OFF..even if i am huangry like shit..
and the juniors skirts are freaking short..
and teachers are doing NOTHING abt it...and they did a spotcheck on our skirt when they thought we went for alteration..which was actually the manufacturer de fault...
plus..the bio lesson is SUPER unproductive...
i am not blaming the teacher..i am just blaming the fact that i still could not follow him...
well..i am a bit unhappy today..
coz i went to take cab today..
and i waited for like 20 MINUTES..
and i saw all the @CJC ppl taking cab to go home..
so none of trhe cab was stopping at the BV mrt station...
might well build a taxi stand in their school lah...
so i took bus to commonwealth and take a cab from there..
well the only thing that made me happy was that i saw a HANDSOME GUY from the same rich JC on the bus..
and he carried a DUNHILL bag to sch..well i confirm that one was real...
anyway..he was quite handsome..but of course cannot compare him with DR CHIN..
still..that was the only thing that brighten up my day after having waited for 20 minutes for the cab...
sorry if this entry sounds like a MINOr COB..
well i am just trying to vein my frustration..
i am going back to do mt math tute now...

A very happy new year to my uterus!!!

2008-01-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

well..
i decided to dedicate the very first post in year 2008 to my dear uterus

if you do not know wat uterus is ..

here is the brief intro abt it..

The uterus or womb is the major female reproductive organ of most mammals, including humans. One end, the cervix, opens into the vagina; the other is connected on both sides to the fallopian tubes.The main function of the uterus is to accept a fertilized ovum which becomes implanted into the endometrium, and derives nourishment from blood vessels which develop exclusively for this purpose. The fertilized ovum becomes an embryo, develops into a fetus and gestates until childbirth.

besides these stated functions..

it is also the killer and the god for every month..

every month..

due to the certain unavoidable biological event

my dearest uterus will feel DAMN stress lah..

so it always dominated my life for that few days..

and totally take over control of my body,my mind and my soul..

such pitiful event..

occurred this evening..

and..

i am so sad that i got to excuse myself from the camo tmr..

coz i am left with HALF-LIFE now..

even though i know that a camp without a funloving person like me..

could be SUPER BLOODY DAMN FREAKING boring..

well..

i am so sorry for those of you who wish me to be there desperately..

pai seh..

its not my fault..

my uterus is the dictator for at least today..

anyway..

update you some latest hot news about school..

1.>the KING is DUMPING the QUEEN and now is together with the GAL who loves ah BENG..

2.>WE got to wait for the QUEEN's Reaction..
3.>THE ROYAL PHOTO OF THE ROYAL FAMILY WAS TAKEN OFF..(how sad)..(wat a curse)

4.>OUr prediction abt our dear Groupmate **G***is true..he is definitely in love withe someone..

5.>Cecilia is the santa claus today..

ha ha..

I prepared present for ALMOST everyone..

ha ha..

so this was how the present looked alike yesterday..

and i put DA SAO de present on top with the bodyguard J next to it eh..

ok..

so the camp today..

was...

BLOODY BORING..

i am sorry ..

coz i just dont feel like that i am supposed to be there..

we are so extra..

the only fun part was the pool..

and my sharing about my uterus with SOke May...

ha ha..
so end this post with the birth of new DANCING QUEEN..CHOO>>>>

I have nothing to blog abt..

2007-12-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

well..

holiday is so boring lah..

i mean..

my life routine became so so so so luan since the starting of the holiday..

and the very terrible consequence is that ..

I GAINED WEIGHT...

oh my god..

this is so so so so unforgivable...

i admit the fact that i am crazily in live with lasi lemak...

i eat 5 chicken wings a week..

i am so sorry...

but come on...

holiday..

i am alone at home..

or my mum's place...

i have noone to talk to..

besides my mum...

i wanna gossip..

but cant..

so i got to vein my frustration to chicken wing...

oh my god...

this is so bad...

so ..

i completed a SUPER IMPORTANT MISSION TODAY>>>

I CLEANED THE FRIDGE TODAY...

ITS TOTALLY EMPTY NOW...

besides a bottle of milk, a brinjal, a bowl of noodle..

it has nothing..

hooray..

this will definitely help me to cut down my calories intake...

ha ha..

actually ..

i have nothing to blog abt...

so sorry abt this boring post...

forgive me...

because now is HOLIDAY..

my BLOG is also in HOLIDAY...

so sorry...

random photos..

2007-11-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

sorry..i am a bit lazy recently..

so ..

just dont bother to blog..

i am really sorry if you are upset coz i never blog..

well..

i got new hairstyle..

which is similar with my previous one..

ha ha..

i am going to keep this hairstyle until i go uni..

to spread the china doll spirit to canada..

ha ha..

wanted to blog abt the movie outing..

sorry i know its rather late to blog now..

but still...

i really appreciate sch for paying for us..

its quite worth..

coz everybody paid two dollars..

to have a peaceful afternoon nap..

which i still miss is now..

i mean..

for the whole yr..

that is the only day i had such wonderful afternoon nap..

the movie is really nice..

but it just never end at the right point..

so..

i think i really got the msg during my rest..

coz i started to recycle my papers...

like using CSC notes to do math qns..

and i also carried my own bag to NTUC evethough i bought nothing..

well..

i got the msg...

even though the msg is too long...

anyway..

find some radom photos..

think its nice to put them on..

see ya..

Apple? Banana? Cranberry?

2007-10-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

well..
nice title huh?
fine ..
i got nothing to blog..
and its not my prob only..
everyone's blog is kinda of boring..
even vivi's..
and we had lost a great source of entertainment..
coz cutie cat totally isolate his blog..
well...
school life is really killing everyone's creativity ..
i think i will got sth to blog abt ltr in the day..
coz..
I.......
AM.........
GETTING.........
BACK.........
MY........
PAPERS>>>>>>>>>>
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh..........
god bless me..
just promote me ...
pls...
pls...
pls...
and..
i will be satisfied as long as i got a D-oughnut...
not a F-ish burger
...
oh my..
touch wood..

hey...i am finally here

2007-10-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

oh my dear god...
my blog is totally abandoned by me..
as well as my loyal readers..
huh..
this is then the famous PROMO side effect..
i feel so bad lah...
anyway..
i am back ..
i mean FINALLY..
recently ..
i am really sui until the maximum point liao..
my laptop was stolen within 1 minnut in my mum's place..
when i finally got it back and try to BLOG..
BLOGGER HAVE MADE MANY CHANGES DURING MY PROMOS>..
I CANT LOG IN WITH MY USUAL ACCOUNT...
WHY YOU SUDDENLY CHANGE IT TO A GMAIL ACCOUNT..
AND JUST CHANGE MY LOG IN NAME TO MY MUM"S TUITION CENTRE GMAIL ACCOUNT SIMPLY I PUT MY HOTMAIL ACCOUNT AS THE BACK UP ACCOUNT....
wa lau...
its really f#$$%#$@^@&@*@*...
guess wat..
losing my laptop..
means the lost of my photos...
lost my blogger account..
means the lost of the basic entertainment...
i dont want to put myself into the geographical isolation state...
its not that i want to evolve...
external reasons isolated me from the outside world..
and just force me to evolve..
OMG...
obviously i am not the fittest...
thats y i am isolated...
well..
evolution is SOOOOOOOOuseful...
anyway...
good luck to Qb..The only one who still have to suffer from the PROMO effect..
DA GE will be there...
jia you..

yo yo...

2007-08-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

i am here..

ha ha..
i didnt know there are quite a lot people reading my retard blog eh...

wow...
i feel like i am now a hot blogger leh...

of course not as hot as the HOT BLOGGER NO1

or the CUTIE CAT in my class..
but still..

haha...

feel a bit flattered...

so ...we went to the museum on firday..

it was not as nice as i expected...but overall it was a fun trip...

all because of Rihana aka Soke May...

haha...

wat happened was...

she wanted to play FLYING FINGERS..apprently she is now the only one request for tt..

a bit out dated..

anyway..

my phone was in silent mode..

expert or addicted players know that ..open flying finger under such mode...

my phone will show..--INVALID MIDI FILE...

our dear Rihana...

the only outdated player...

was totally unaware of this...

she get so scared...

and said sorry to me...

i evily replied..SORRY NO CURE...

and started laughing uncontrolably...

and when i turn back and laugh..

it looked like ..I AM CRYING...

HAHAHA>..

but it was reaaly funny..even now its not very funny...

but it was funny at that time lol...

anyway..

show you some nice pic i took inside...

ha ha...judging at the quality of the photo i took..

i can be a very good photographer leh...haha..

oh ya..this is the tour guide ..

cool huh~..

it got all the info inside..

wat you need to do is just press the right number at the right place..

this is not very LOW IQ-PEOPLE FRIENDLY..

but ha ha..it was nice besides that the tour guide talked too slow..

anyway...

the following two were the classic piece of the day...

even though our hot blogger looks like she is having conatipation..
but it doesnt affect the quility of the photo..
coz we got ..QQQQQQBBBBBBBBBB......
check out next one...Hot blogger continue looks like having constipation.
and chip..is totaly a STICK...

ha ha..
anyway..make guess of wat this two pic mean...
it the knowledge that we learnt from the trip lol..

hey...

2007-08-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

ha ha..

since i am here..

i shall blog a bit...

ok..

today was the day ..that many people suffered from the 中华syndrome...

like..

TIRED...

PALE LOOKING...

SLEEPY...

TROULBED...

and many many SILENT OUTBURST...

but still..

today was a happy day...

coz there so many bloggable things happened..

event 1...

CHOO XX 's brain cells were seriuosly hurt in a intensive gasing event..

according to the victim;s description...

this gasing event was rated as dangerous as the gasing events occurred during HOLOCAUST..

apprently..

the cutie cat from my class...

released ONE or MANY gas BUBBLES from his body...

and this bubble or bubbles collides with the surrounding air molecules..

which result in a loud sound being produced...

and then the toxic gas particles passed to CHOO XX by diffusion...

and these gas particles caused irreversible damage to CHOO XX's brain cell..

which affected her performance in the SPA which was held 10 minutes later after the gasing event...

for some unknown reason..CHOO XX formerly known as the chem queen got to repeat her experiment AGAIN...

pls be aware of such event that may take place any time in my class...

for all visitors to my class..

pls bring a N95 mask along with u...

...................................................................

event 2...

besides the couple displayed in the pic...

there is another C_U_P_E..(fill up the alphabet by yourself)...

developing in my class...

and the rate of developing is alarmingly fast...

if you wish to know who is the main participants...

i can only tell you if you promise not to tell anyone...

if not i may experience a super high degree of OUTBURST...

.......................................................................

anyway...

last few random stuff...

our brillian bio teacher...seems never change his shirt...HYPOTHESIS 1...

or..his wardrobe was full of with blue shirt---HYPOTHESIS 2...

anyway...

he is in blue and sweaty all the time...

........................................................................

actually still got sth more lah...

but tired now...

so got to sleep lol...

rest well ..CHOO XX..

hope your neuron will recover soon...

NEW F4

2007-07-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

Finally sth funny happened...

that is worth to blog abt..

school life is getting SUpER boring..

even Rectangle cant spark off much fire...

boring theories...

boring lectures...

and..

boring TUte..

AND...

BORING TALKS...

like the one that we had this afternoon..

about application of math in communication and e-sth...

WOW..

sounds chim huh???

the only thing i learnt from it was...

hamming code is the perfect one...

and you can scratch your VCD as you like...

coz your DVD player supposed to auto-correct it for you...
well..

my DVD player maybe the lousy one....

coz it cant even auto-correct little tiny invisible scratches.....
and ...
blue code means Publicise it..
while red code means keep it as secret..
so if i blog in red ..
pls keep wateva you saw as a secret..
if i blog in blue..
does not mean you can publicise it..
but you may tell MYfriends...

oh yah..

back to the topic of NEW F4...

Choo XX is the new trend setter nowadays...

coz her hairstyle is SOOOOOOO popular that VIViXX , Sxx Mxx and XxxMxx

went to cut this popular hair style..

instead of mine..

or Chip's cyborg style..

or BBB's 郭富城style...

fine..

now i agree that she is the popular demand...

anyway..

since their hairstyle are SOOOO unique...

a new group is therefore formed....

named

new F4...

...........

leader..----aka 爆龙--Sxx Mxx(But she got perm her hair and get rid off her pimples)

１st member aka 粥渔民--bbb

2nd member aha 猪笑天--Vivixxx

3rd member无尖蚝---Xxx Mxx

following pic shows some of the members..

pls identify it by yourself... i dont want to announce their names

in case some HYPOCRTICAL FUTURE-CSI-PLOT-WRITER

will make some HYPOCRITICAL comment such as describing victims like me as a potent niaoer AGAIN..

anyway..

enjoy the pic..

erm..its actually not that bad lah..

Vivixxx..you look nice laah...

anyway... find this list that is good for GP...

pai seh..its a bit random..

1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die

Never Let Me Go – Kazuo Ishiguro
Saturday – Ian McEwan
On Beauty – Zadie Smith
Slow Man – J.M. Coetzee
Adjunct: An Undigest – Peter Manson
The Sea – John Banville
The Red Queen – Margaret Drabble
The Plot Against America – Philip Roth
The Master – Colm Tóibín
Vanishing Point – David Markson
The Lambs of London – Peter Ackroyd
Dining on Stones – Iain Sinclair
Cloud Atlas – David Mitchell
Drop City – T. Coraghessan Boyle
The Colour – Rose Tremain
Thursbitch – Alan Garner
The Light of Day – Graham Swift
What I Loved – Siri Hustvedt
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time – Mark Haddon
Islands – Dan Sleigh
Elizabeth Costello – J.M. Coetzee
London Orbital – Iain Sinclair
Family Matters – Rohinton Mistry
Fingersmith – Sarah Waters
The Double – José Saramago
Everything is Illuminated – Jonathan Safran Foer
Unless – Carol Shields
Kafka on the Shore – Haruki Murakami
The Story of Lucy Gault – William Trevor
That They May Face the Rising Sun – John McGahern
In the Forest – Edna O’Brien
Shroud – John Banville
Middlesex – Jeffrey Eugenides
Youth – J.M. Coetzee
Dead Air – Iain Banks
Nowhere Man – Aleksandar Hemon
The Book of Illusions – Paul Auster
Gabriel’s Gift – Hanif Kureishi
Austerlitz – W.G. Sebald
Platform – Michael Houellebecq
Schooling – Heather McGowan
Atonement – Ian McEwan
The Corrections – Jonathan Franzen
Don’t Move – Margaret Mazzantini
The Body Artist – Don DeLillo
Fury – Salman Rushdie
At Swim, Two Boys – Jamie O’Neill
Choke – Chuck Palahniuk
Life of Pi – Yann Martel
The Feast of the Goat – Mario Vargos Llosa
An Obedient Father – Akhil Sharma
The Devil and Miss Prym – Paulo Coelho
Spring Flowers, Spring Frost – Ismail Kadare
White Teeth – Zadie Smith
The Heart of Redness – Zakes Mda
Under the Skin – Michel Faber
Ignorance – Milan Kundera
Nineteen Seventy Seven – David Peace
Celestial Harmonies – Péter Esterházy
City of God – E.L. Doctorow
How the Dead Live – Will Self
The Human Stain – Philip Roth
The Blind Assassin – Margaret Atwood
After the Quake – Haruki Murakami
Small Remedies – Shashi Deshpande
Super-Cannes – J.G. Ballard
House of Leaves – Mark Z. Danielewski
Blonde – Joyce Carol Oates
Pastoralia – George Saunders
Timbuktu – Paul Auster
The Romantics – Pankaj Mishra
Cryptonomicon – Neal Stephenson
As If I Am Not There – Slavenka Drakuli?
Everything You Need – A.L. Kennedy
Fear and Trembling – Amélie Nothomb
The Ground Beneath Her Feet – Salman Rushdie
Disgrace – J.M. Coetzee
Sputnik Sweetheart – Haruki Murakami
Elementary Particles – Michel Houellebecq
Intimacy – Hanif Kureishi
Amsterdam – Ian McEwan
Cloudsplitter – Russell Banks
All Souls Day – Cees Nooteboom
The Talk of the Town – Ardal O’Hanlon
Tipping the Velvet – Sarah Waters
The Poisonwood Bible – Barbara Kingsolver
Glamorama – Bret Easton Ellis
Another World – Pat Barker
The Hours – Michael Cunningham
Veronika Decides to Die – Paulo Coelho
Mason & Dixon – Thomas Pynchon
The God of Small Things – Arundhati Roy
Memoirs of a Geisha – Arthur Golden
Great Apes – Will Self
Enduring Love – Ian McEwan
Underworld – Don DeLillo
Jack Maggs – Peter Carey
The Life of Insects – Victor Pelevin
American Pastoral – Philip Roth
The Untouchable – John Banville
Silk – Alessandro Baricco
Cocaine Nights – J.G. Ballard
Hallucinating Foucault – Patricia Duncker
Fugitive Pieces – Anne Michaels
The Ghost Road – Pat Barker
Forever a Stranger – Hella Haasse
Infinite Jest – David Foster Wallace
The Clay Machine-Gun – Victor Pelevin
Alias Grace – Margaret Atwood
The Unconsoled – Kazuo Ishiguro
Morvern Callar – Alan Warner
The Information – Martin Amis
The Moor’s Last Sigh – Salman Rushdie
Sabbath’s Theater – Philip Roth
The Rings of Saturn – W.G. Sebald
The Reader – Bernhard Schlink
A Fine Balance – Rohinton Mistry
Love’s Work – Gillian Rose
The End of the Story – Lydia Davis
Mr. Vertigo – Paul Auster
The Folding Star – Alan Hollinghurst
Whatever – Michel Houellebecq

OMG..the list is too long...

i shall end at the book called "Whatever"...

PLEASE HELP ME TO DO MY SURVEY..

2007-07-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

To all my friends..
PLease take few minutes to visit
http://fs2.formsite.com/fynn-326/form857269987/index.html
Please help us to complete the survey..
thank you..

feeling bad..

2007-07-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

i am in a freakingly bad mood today..
firstly..
due to the extraction...
i dont know why...
but simply feel bad...
i felt so weak and tired..
i mean really..
secondly..
because everyone got the letter..
but i havnt got it..
why must be me everytime...
is it because i am doing bad...
but there rae so many of them who are doing worse than me...
why they have it ..
but not me...
maybe i need to wait longer..
maybe i just need more patience...
wateva..
i always use such excuses to make myself feeling better..
mum is pretty upset too..
i know she cares a lot abt this...
even though she claim that its not a big deal..
i just want to do sth that make her feel jotful..
coa we havnt been feeling joyful for many years..
being here 6 yrs..
we had gone through many hard things..
i think i really deserve it..
is it because i am not that good...??
i dont know..
i am just feeling super weak today...
not physically..
but mentally...
and
i am hurt...

WARNING!!!!!

2007-07-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

FOR PEOPLE WHO READS MY BLOG..
JUST LET YOU KNOW...
BLOG IS AN ONLINE DIARY...
IT HAS A CERTAIN LEVEL OF PUBLICITY...
IT IS JUST A WULU PLACE FOR ME AND MY CLOSE FRINEDS...
SO I DONT WELCOME ANY 闲杂人等...
MY BLOG DONT WANT TO HAVE SUCH HIGH LEVEL OF PUBLICITY..
SO PLEASE DO NOT SPREAD WAT YOU HAVE READ HERE TO OTHER PEOPLE..
AFTER ALL..
THIS IS A DIARY...
I SERIOUSLY DO NOT NEED YOUR HELP OF EXPOSING MY SECRECTS AND PRIVACY....
FURTHERMORE...
ALL THE COMMENTS AND STATEMENTS MADE HERE BY ME OR BY MY FRIENDS..
ARE HIGHLY SUBJECTIVE AND BIAS...
SO PLEASE CHECK THE RELIABILITY OF ALL THE COMMENTS AND STATEMENTS HERE BEFOR YOU SPREAD THEM...
THANKS FOR YOUR COORPORATION...!!!!

we bowled today..
it was fun..

WHY???

2007-07-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

my mum is sick today..
due to many reasons...
according to her...
she is sick due to her rebellious stomach..
poor thing...
she constipated auite seriously..
i think meyba she should meet RECTANGLE...
who is the effective cure of conatipation...
anyeway..
i visited library today..
to borrow books that are useful in GP...
i nearly fainted in the library...
due to the excessive exposure to CHIM books..
why i have to read all these book to detruct my life...
i dont mind losing my own cutural identity...
i dont care whoeva did wateva and changed world foreva...
coz i didnt do it...
my friends didnt do it...
so it that whoeva's resposibility of changing the world...
i dont wanna to learn a lesson before dying..
coz i am not even dying...
and i dont understand y there is a book called LIFE OF PI..
and y there is no book called LIFE of MUHAMMA YUNUS...
who did greater contribution...to HUMAN society..
while PI just make my life miserable and make trigo 's life even worse..
GP is so idealistic and totally irrelevant with practical life...
y books such as Rich dad poor dad..
or how to become a millionaire...
or tuesday with mories
or even CHICKEN SOUP..
is much much much much better than what i am supposed to read now...
eh..
this is life...

MY BAG...

2007-07-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

MY BAG IS OFFICIALLY RETIRED TODAY...

coz it is broken..

a converse bag ..

original @59.90

after discount @39.90...

AND ...

now ..

i got to use the bag which i WON in the open house in NUS..

how bad,,,

I got back my chem paper..

expected..

i FLUNK it after mugging so hard....

this is super bad lol...

anyway..

every time ...i talked to him..

i will always end up very unlucky...

even though today my 贵人is Vivien..

obviously..

she didnt help that much...

coz her power is not that high...

she did CHARM my bag...

and it managed to reach home without breaking ...

thanks ...

oh..

I flunk my GP TOO...

but there are so many ppl who failed...

so i felt a lot better..

anyway..

i forgot what i planned to blog today...

so ...

yah..

i read my China friends blog..

and felt so sad..

coz..

they become soo much prettier..

i seriously need to be on diet...

LOSE WEIGHT>>>>>>>

oh ya..

i finally remember wat to blog...

its abt RECTANGLE ...

ok..

so today was the chem prac day..

since last week ...

prac lesson become so much entertaining coz of her...

funny things she did today...

1.we were taught how to fill water container in the most professional and confidence way...

2.she kept saying FOCUS FOCUS..and end with a line....I AM THE ATTENTION SEEKER TODAY>>>SO FOCUS ON ME...

3.she instructed that to pour the excess metal carbonate on floor..coz putting back into the container may SCREW UP YOUR BOSS..

and asked what the last one who take the salt should do?

and someone answered ..SWEEP THE FLOOR...

and the correct anwser is ..SEAL THE CONTAINER..

still got the 4th and 5th......nth...

but i kind of forgot..

but then

she tried very hard to adapt..

we should not blame her...

but i just dont know y MDM K will abadon us...

and did she actually offered any help or guidiance..

coz CHANg CHANG seems to having a hard time...

i felt quite disappointed...

like ...because we are weak...so we are abandoned...

this is so BAD>>>>

oh ya.

besides being hilarious...

the 催便effect that RECTANGLE produced outweighs the effect produced by Anfy and Yan Chun..

i find an effective cure to my conatipation prob...

wow...

....

....

btw..

CHOO WEI LIN is going to abadon Derek

coz she got a DATE with Eugene..(Not the 大嘴巴Eugene)

POOR little derek...

and wei lin ...

have fun !!!!!

erm...

2007-07-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

erm...
i just could not think any title for today's entry...
and i just dont want to put it as UNTITLED..
coz ..
only people who want to act emo do that...
i am not acting emo ...
I AM TRULY EMO...
all because of my chem...
what happened was...
i accompannied huang lin to staff rm after long csc lesson..
an we saw mdm koh..
she just said.."cecilia you got study for your chem or not"...
i said i did...
she said :'you sure or not?"
i told her i fely super sad abt my chem..
coz i have been mugging for the whole holiday...
she muz be implying that i did super bad lah..
which make me very de sad..
i mean super sad..
coz i really mug for it...
and i can now forseen that i did super bad...
sorry...
this is so emo...
i think soething seriously wrong with my life...
i shall do sth abt it...
but then..
i said this kind of thing after every tests...
eh....
then..
i was online juz now...
thinking to get some ideas for my csc..
then i juz visited my QQ..
i juz realise that he was online ..
only 5hours ago...
and mayne he is still online now...
but i didnt dare to talk to him...
since he always bring me bad luck...
but then...
i guess he is going there to study uni leh....
how can such thing happen....
words in grey are purely rubbish..sorry abt that..
anyway..
sth quite funny happened today..
abt QB..
as usual ..
she is our daily entertainement...
wat happened was..
she was late for school bus today...
and she waited for another bus ..
together with some random ppl...
maybe they didnt not know her power...
so they left her alone at the bustop at 7...
and she waited for a cab ...
and she couldnt get a cab..
she asked her mum to call a cab...
and you know wat..
she arrived in a7-seater cab...
wow...
大嫂就是大嫂,连出场都和正常人不一样....
and funny part is ..
she got no money to pay ...
and she had to ask JOJO to get money for her....
ha ha ha...
that is so funny lol....
..........
...........
eh..
thats all for today....
..............
show you ppl the QB的一天 done by CHOO WEI LIN...next time...

I am back

2007-07-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

hi ..

sorry for abandoning this place for such a long time..

coz i was busy FIGHTING with all the exam papers last week...

thanks for missing me..

anyway..

school life have become more and more thrilling and EXCITING...

we got a NEW chemistry teacher...

who was exported from TAIWAN(probably a WULU place)

to USA..

so she sounds a bit TAI -NAN -ish and US-ish..

wateva...

she is called RECTANGLE(pls translate into CHINESE)

I call her CYLINDRICAL CUBOID..

since she is not a 2-dimension object ...

and she is quite YUAN from all angles...

most exciting part is ..

she love to be cute and owns a SUPER cute PONYTAIL....

which can be 甩 in ALL direction..
and most TRILLING part is....

actually 她是我外婆流落台南多年的baby-sister....

thats y we have pretty identical ponytail..

....

so far thats the only few reports abt her...

i will update you more sooner or later....

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oh ya...

a whole new organisation is going to be set up...

named as THE FLYFINGERS GANG..

this gang is formed mainly due to a game called flyingfingers...

being the supplier of the game...

today..

i have already sent all the invitation out through Alpha-X-Ray..

now...

i am going to introduce few existing members...

...........................

............................

1. 大嫂－－－－Head of the Gang...

she is

Leader of the Gang...

most powerful person in this Gang..

simply because...

if you dont obey her rules and regulations...

you will know why she is so powerful

when you pass by Bukit Ho Swee tonight...

Holds the Highest record of the game..---E or D for

3-finger Moonlight...

PLS greet her wheneva you see her...

......................

2.Mdm JoJo------Guards of 大嫂．
who never get BANED from the game...

favourite game is WEDDING MARCH...

and..

she is QIang and DUA in everything...

..............

she is cute and yet POWERFUL as a MDM....

...........

so I dont really dare to NIao that much....

3. 仙女姐姐 aka 长腿姐姐．．

the only true beauty in this gang...

so no one dares to niao her....

haha...

and ...

its our GREAT honor to have her...in our gang..

4.YUN XUAN...

who is good at OUT BURSTING...

and she doesnt know how to live without constantly YObing...

she is the most UNique gal...as...

she got a 郭富城parting...

and ...acording to reliable sources ...

she is the only cure to WEN Jian's excessive-shaking-leg-disease..

active player in the GANG...

5. Queen Vivi--most NIAO-able figure...

only one who got sweaty hand and yet love to play the game...

and according to some reliable sources...

she eat a continous meal a day....

and she is unique as she got a HYPERBOLA bra...

living happily with Tee-Tee and Hoe-Hoe...

forever the hot Babe in the gang...

even hotte than 仙女姐姐

6.CHOO WEI LIN--Only one who is addicted to the game..

...

love her art teacher mrs T#Y... a LOT

....

got a secret lover called DEREK CHIA KOK HAR......

.....

and ...constant player who love to create new records..

she is the reliable sources which i mentioned earlier..

and ...only loud speaker in the gang...

...............

PS...NO offence to all the ppl....haha..purely for entertainment....

so pls dont OB me..

加油咯．．姐妹们．．

crap..

2007-06-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

holiday..
totally sux...
i woke up 8 everyday..
coz i need to lose weight..
so i do sit-ups every morning..
sadly ..
every morning..
i only manage to do like 20 plus..in 30 mins..
coz i always end up sleeping on the floor...
then
....
i do revision about my chem..
however..
i can only do 1 question in 1 hour..
guess wat ..
i 边睡边做....
...
this morning..
i PON my LCCI exam..
coz i really know nothing abt consolidated account...partnership...blahblah...
so wats the point of taking a 3 hour paper when i know nothing..
............
............
so i did something different this morning..
since chem always has this 催睡de effect..
so i revised BIOLOGY..
and ..
you know wat..
bio notes is still super confusing...
so i end up sleeping on the table AGAIN,,,
....
...
huh..sounds like i am a pig ...
sorry lah...
every subject is ULTRA-sian...
and they totally turn me OFF...
....
....
anyway...
....
....
...
i am a bit EMO today..
coz my hormone level is a bit unstable these days ..
since my 大姨妈late for ONE week..
and for past one week ..
my mum has kept asking me did i eat too much(=unbalanced diet) ..
and end up not having it...
i ask her ...
为什么你不会担心我有没有做一些不好的事,所以大姨妈才没来..
guess wat she said..
有人要你么?
............
哇哩哩..
快,狠,准
.............
不愧是我老妈...
....
okie..
so the reasons i felt a bit Emo are...
unbalanced HORmone level....and becoz i read someone's blog..(NOT 喵喵one)
AND...
MY COMPRE TEST IS IN AH PAT's HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is so suai lol...
!-!

..............>
............
..........
TO S
只是想说..
高考第二天..
希望你加油..
................
...............
还有.......
TO X
..........
真是不懂你这个人..
但是朋友一场..
希望你开心的生活...
......................
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PS..
祝各位姐妹..
HAPPY MUGGING........

落枕了..

2007-05-27T11:44:00.000+08:00

昨晚一夜都没睡好..
原因之一呢..
是因为我又吐又拉..
这到还好..
可怜的是..
小姐我呢..
落枕了..
何谓落枕呢?
....
...
某天早晨起床后，
突然感觉颈背疼痛，
活动受限，
不但不能低头、
仰头，
就连左顾右盼，
也需要挪动整个身体。
“落枕”多由躺卧姿势不良，
使一侧的肌群长时间处于高度伸展状态而发生痉挛所致。
..................
OK...
SO....
我的肌肉活动过量..
所以呢..
僵掉了...
超痛苦的...
现在要转头和人家说话..
都要转整个身子....
............
...................
痛啊 ..........

super tired day..

2007-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

today is really tired...
DUH...
the financial lit thing was really torturing...
but..
the fun thing is that..
I..
FInALLY..
MET ...
ADORABELLE....
who is..quite ..erm adorable...
but i have very little interaction with her..
coz i was busy with making noise..
which i am resiponsible to ...
and..
i forgot to ask MAXINE whether she forgot to put on her surname..
and..
i also forgot to check with Robetha H ..
whether she is the sister or relative of Maggie Q...
fine..
i was too busy with making noises...
sorry ppl..
for not able to solve your doubts abt these bunch of primary kids's name mistery...
overall.
it was fun..
besides the RETARD Pr*xis game host..
who irratatingly talked for more than 2and 1/2 hours...
and take 15 minutes for briefing...which is supposed to be 5 mins...
and ...for splashing his saliva to ADORABELLE..
and claim he got a sexy voice when kept showing off his BIG tummy...
all because of him...
we have to fight for the time to talk...
come on lah..
cecilia (and darren)was FIGHTING with someone for the time to TALK..
how unbeliveble...
all thanks to him...
....
....
anyway.. i pon today's lesson..
with mum de permission..
............
.......... staying at home and slacking..
was really FUN...
...
gotta do my chem liao...
.............
...........
mug mug mug...
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................
Calories list today..
one bowl of YTF..
Fruits..quite a lot
veggie and palm size bbq fish...(but i ate after 9)
..............
...........
eh..over a bit again...
......
......

乔迁

2007-05-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

决定要给自己的ｂｌｏｇ搬家．．
是因为．．
要让一些公开的秘密保有一点隐私权．．．
再说．．
龙哥说．．．
no one use SPACES nowadays...
fine...
I AM a bit behind of time....
最近．．
学校的生活．．
超级无聊．．
常常在想．．
上学的意义．．．
甚至是读书的意义．．
每天学着深奥的知识．．
却清醒的意识到．．．
那些东西．．
十年后．．
还不是都还给老师．．
有没有．．
虾米更有意义的事呢？
比如说．．
如何保养啊．．
如何投资．．
如何变成一个富婆．．
如何钓一个金龟婿．．
．．．
．．．
．．．
这些不是人生更为现实的东西吗？
干吗我要知道．．
how media manupilate us..brain-wash us...
小小的人类．．
如何更大众的口水抗衡．．
还有．．
whats the rate of formation of watever compunds..
and according to L.C.P..
the equilibrium shift to where...
算了．．
这就是人生．．
为什么那些哲学家．．
不探讨一下我们现在的教育呢．．．
只会说一些无关痛痒的话．．．
一副要改变世界的样子．．
其实还不是想要买书赚钱．．
和我一样的庸俗．．
就承认咯．．
受不了．．．
．．．
．．．
．．．
mugging day 正式的开始...
小人如我...
还是乖乖的听话好了...
.......
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today's calories intake..

one bowl of YTF
one fried hotdog
3 nuggets
one plate of rice+drumstick+veggie
fruits....
....
....
OVER AGAIN...
MUz CUT DOWN MY CALORIES INTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!